Post by alissa merano on Jul 24, 2008 9:48:29 GMT -5
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[/size]Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,
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hello, the name's, alissa jean heart merano
but people tend to call me, lisi, ali, aj, liss, lissa
I turned , twenty two
on , july fifteenth
so that means I've been attending, ucla
when the days over i like me some , boys
[/color][/font][/size]I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,
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well, my hair is, blonde
and I love my eyes, they're, blue green
and my skin colors this really cool, pale
mainly because I'm , american, canadian
I measure up to , five foot eight
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , one hundred and thirty five pounds
but it's kind of cool that I have , fight scars
and my style blows yours away , relaxed, classic, unique
so over - all , When people first meet Lisi, her gorgeous blonde hair is the first thing they notice. The shoulder length locks were at one time brunette, but with dying them again and again, they've faded out of brown and now the blonde dyes are more shocking then before. Depending on what she feels like, sometimes her hair is up in tight spiraling curls, on flat iron straight, hanging down perfectly. Naturally, its a combination of both of them, a little curl at the bottom, reasonably straight for the rest of it though. With short side bangs that rest on the left side of her face, framing her face. On occasion, her hair is tossed up into a high ponytail, although clips are common when she has to do something active, simply because the side bangs are too short to pull back into a ponytail. But for the most part, her shockingly blonde hair is hanging loose down to her shoulders, and usully isn't tied back in any way.
Her eyes, now those are two things that will attract a whole lot of attention. To say the least, her eyes are some of the most shocking blue that you'll ever see. Its almost electric blue, and you could easily lose yourself in those eyes, especially when they sparkle with her happiness. Again with her sister, she has a nasty habit of showing her emotions in her eyes. But don't think you can read the emotions directly, you have to understand her to notice that the colors in her eyes fade and change color during her emotional moments. In the rare times in life where she's actually scared, her eyes will fade to the lightest of pale blues, and become almost as white as the rest of her eyes, although its enough to see the color difference. But when she's angry, her eyes will turn a dark navy blue, one that can look almost black at times. To say that you can read her emotions, you have to pay attention to her eyes, because she can hide everything about her emotions, except for her eyes, so watch them and you'll see her true feelings.
For the rest of her, lis has the same thing going on that her sister does, seeing as they're twins and all. From her years of riding, she's acquired a nice stomach, almost flat except for the fat that is kind of neccesary for all females. Her legs are toned and muscled from her running and from her horseback riding. While her thighs are wider than she'd like, its only because of the muscle she has from her years of cross country and show jumping, and she's come to accept that now. But for the most part, her body is considered skinny and athletic, in comparison to her small height of five foot six. Her body is long and lean, and her legs are a little longer than average, but they look good on her, and she shows them off whenever she feels like. To say the least, she has a body that lots of girls would kill to have, and the best part is, her metabolism does a lot of the work, so dieting and reuglating her eating really isn't something she has to worry about. She loves her body, and really wouldn't change it for anything, although she can still have insecure moments.
The one thing that you will probably never be allowed to see, are the scards that she has across her body. Sure, she has all the regular scars, ones on her arms and legs from getting tossed from horses, and from playing sports as a little kid, but the two most prominent scars are from something else, something much more prominent and important in her past. Something that she would prefer no one to know about, which is why she tends to hide the scars on her body. A thin scar runs across the right side of her neck, usually hidden in the creases of her neck, but we she lays down and just doesn't mover her neck, you can see the extended scar running from just below her ear, to almost the center of her neck. The scar is from a knife being held at her throat when she was being attacked, the only reason she didn't scream for help. The other scar is just below her sixth rib, a larger scar from where she was stabbed in the side, an attempt to kill her and keep her from reporting them, but it didn't work. She doesn't let anyone see the scars, so dont ask.
For the most part, lisi does dress to impress, but never at the expense of being comfortable. Her closet is filled with lots of comfortable jeans and cute shirts. She has more sneakers than she knows what to do with, but they look good on her, and give her an athletic edge. Her style though, is to add lots of unique accesories to her outfits and to make them look cute and flirty, all the while being comfortable and fun to wear. She has some of the most unique close, some of them being a combination of her own minimal sewing abilites, and some from a combination of work by other people. To say the least, no one has a style like she does. But with her slim frame and her bright eyes and hair, she can pull it off without looking different. Sure, she's seen people try to copy her style, and it annoys her. Sure, it might be flattering to some people, but she doesn't like following trends. Maybe thats why her whole wardrobe is so different from anyone elses. But she sure looks good wearing it all.
but people say I look like , amber heard
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[/size]but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,
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[/i][/size][/color] because, i take care of my friends
I love, horseback riding, flirting, soccer, having fun, partying, drinking, letting loose, enjoying herself, being real, laughing until she cries, some boys, friends, horses, animals in general, flirting, have fun, laughing, prank calls, sleepovers, wearing guys' boxers, running around, being crazy, goofing off, not worrying about things, loving life.
but I really despise, her past, fake people, sluts, bitchy girls, gossip, not being real with people, snakes, doing homework, her parents at times, not getting what she wants, working overtime, worrying about her daughter, thinking about how things could've been, dealing with drama.
I personally think I'm pretty good at, is really stubborn, is an amazing rider, knows how to make situations good for her, is easy going, is amazingly close to her family, is a good mom.
though I should really work on , is really stubborn, is easily startled, hates talking about her past, falls for all the wrong people, bites her lip when she thinks, cocks her head to the side if she's confused, twitches her nose on occasion.
people tend to tell me I'm ,
bitchy[/font] because, i don't take people's shit
easy going[/font] because, i don't really get wound up [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm , lisi's always been one of the more laid back girls, and she never really got wound up. all her life, she was the girl just smiling and laughing with her friends, not needing to be in the limelight - happy to make her friends smile and laugh, and to be there for them when they needed it from her. her friends always called her the sweetheart, since she never really did anythig to hurt anyone, and was always a little more selfless than she needed to be. she didn't try to be like that, but it was a habit she got into with her parents, seeing as they believed that to be treated well, you had to reat other people well. she fell into that habit, although when she was younger, she was almost too selfless, and put aside her wants and needs, so that everyone else could have what they wanted, and not what she wanted.
the only bad habit she acquired was that she didn't know when to back down, and would always stand up and defend her friends. her habit of being snappy and mean got her being known as bitchy, but it was only her being defensive of her friends and the like. once you get on her bad side, it's almost impossible to get back on her good side, and make her see that you might be a halfway decent person. she doesn't hold grudges, but she's also far too judgmental when it comes to her friends and how they're being treated by other people. when it comes to ex boyfriends/girlfriends of her friends, she's almost completely against dating more than once. she doesn't not ever forgive people, but once she gets hurt, she's more than likely to close up to certain people and not let them hurt her again. she doesn't like getting hurt, and so she'll not really trust people more than once or twice.
she's also exceptionally secretive, since she tends to hide how she feels, and things that she doesn't want to admit. she doesn't lie about things, but she avoids topics that hurt her to think about, and she tries to pretend things don't happen. she doesn't talk about her past, and she's become a master at turning one topic into another without looking like she's changing the topic. it's not that she doesn't trust people to know, but it's more that she's ashamed that bad things happen, and she tends to blame herself for things that she shouldn't. she has annoying strange habits that make people look at her and wonder why she does it, and her habit of hiding away from her thoughts and history, is one of those weird things. she's just more complicated than you might be able to imagine, and it's hard to really say you know her.
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[/size]I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,
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I came from, philadelphia, pennsylvania
well my father .. ,
coming in at , forty five
he supported us by , lawyer
all in all, he's pretty , overbearing, but i love him. i'm his pride and joy basically, and sometimes he forgets that i need to have my own life. but he's the best dad ever.[/ul]
onto my mother ,
coming in at , forty four
she helped too, by , housewife
in the end she's quite , amaxing. after adam died, she was the only person who could talk to me and make me listen. she's the strongest person i know, and i love her.[/ul]
and then they had kids ,
then it was time for my own ,
and my one and only pet(s) , tubby , four , warmblood , female .
partout , five , hanoverian , male .
the love life , i never really had a lot of relationships in high school. i had some on and off things, but nothing too serious. i had a few big cruhes, but they were always on the wrong people. my baby's dad is a good friend of mine, and i know i feel for him more than i should - but in the end it's best to pretend we're just friends, and that i don't know who izzy's father is.
& the good and the bad, Born on july fifteenth, lisi was the second child to her family, one that were very much excited to see her enter the world. Despite their enthusiasm for this daughter, their was none left for the younger of the merano girls, ellise. She was adopted out almost immediately after she was born, to a family who would take care of her and love her like lisi' family could not do. But this did not detract from the amount of love that the family had for the little girl who remained, a bright sunshiney thing who could not have been more doted on by her older brother, if she'd tried. Every step she took, he was right there, making sure she didn't hurt herself or get injured in any way possible. He was her protector, her best friend and her big brother all in one. Whenever she wanted something, he got it for her, or made sure someone else got it for her. He was the one who, at a young age, convinced his parents that lisi should be allowed to have a horse, after she began showing signs of complete and utter love for the large animals. Of course, doting on their daughter, her parents bowed to this wish, and bought her her first horse, which was the start of something that would last her entire life.
She was always a bubbly kid, so she had no problem making friends at school and getting through elementary school. With a good intelligence, she stayed at the top section of her class, and was the girl that everyone hated but loved all at the same time, even way back in the third grade. Of course, her brother was still watching out for her, making sure that no one hurt his baby sister, and that she was okay with everything that would go on at school. Sometimes she got annoyed by it, but she was a perceptive little girl, and understood that it was part of his personality, to be like this, and to make sure that no one would ever hurt the one girl in his life that he cared about more than his mom. As middle school rolled around, she was coming into her looks as an almost teenager, and her brother once or twice had to remind his friends that she was off limits. All through middle school she watched her brother have girls walk in and out of his life, and of course began to understand how amazing it was that she was a permanent fixture in his life. You could say that she was his reason for paying attention, and for keeping his head in the game.
By seventh grade, her riding had gotten to the point where she was competing nationally, and would often spend her weekends away in other states, with her mom traveling with her. She made friends almost wherever she went, and competed with as much effort as she could, always having fun and enjoying the kind of life that she was living, despite the fact that she spent more time away from home, than she did at it. But this lifestyle was a problem when late in eighth grade, she and her brother and mom and dad all traveled to kentucky for a competition, and she and adam decided to look around the town. Of course, neither of them had any idea of what was going to happen as they walked along. Both of them were so in a daze at the city, that they didn't notice the two men walking after them, and when they found themselves trapped in an alley, only then did they realize what was going on. Of course, adam jumped to the defense of his little sister, knowing more than she did, but they stabbed him, leaving him lying there, bleeding to death as they forced lisi to the ground and raped her, leaving her with knife marks as the thing that kept her down. She called nine one one but it was too late, and her brother was pronounced dead at the scene.
After that, she turned herself into a shell, making her mom sell her horses and leave her to do what she wanted. The only solace she found for the loss of her brother, was to drink and do drugs, as she entered her freshman year of high school. The year went by before her parents saw what was going on, and sent her to california, sending her to boarding school to clean up her act. After a few weeks, she was cleaned up, and bought two new horses, beginning her regime of riding and training that had dominated her life for so long before she'd let that incident change everything. At first it was hard for her, not having her number one fan to cheer her on, but it also became a motivation for her, knowing that her brother wanted her to pursure her dream of competing globally in the one sport she loved more than anything. Of course, she got back into her good nature, and became one of the more popular girls at her school, having friends and not feeling so lonely anymore. But she never did forget the kind of life she'd been living in freshman year, and she never let herself go back to that, despite what people said or tried to convince her to do.
when she got to college, she began studying equine studies, as well as training for her bid for the olympics. she continued to compete as well as going to school, still working part time as well. when she at the end of her freshman year, she made the mistake of sleeping with one of her friends - whom she had more than friendship feelings for. she soon found out she was pregnant, and decided to keep the child. she knew who the father was, but pretended not to. in her senior year, when she recieved word that her bid for the olympics was accepted, she asked her best friend to help her take care of her daughter - while she worked, schooled and trained.
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[/size]but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,
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[/size] hello, I'm zazu[/color]. I play lisi[/color] and her playmates, tyger and soon dee[/color]. I myself have seen fifteen[/color] summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in california ( pst )[/color]. I've been in this part of town for five[/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that rae[/color] told me about this island resort? she's a gorgeous thing. stalk me? well, my aim is lol at zazu[/color], my msn's splatgoessplat@gmail.com[/color], and my email's lolatzazu@gmail.com[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !"[/size]
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check tyger.
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