Post by hannah scheaffer. on Jul 24, 2008 9:47:35 GMT -5
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[/size]Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,
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hello, the name's, hannah jane scheaffer.
but people tend to call me, hanz, hanner, hannie, hannah banana, hannibal, banana, banana boat.
I turned , twenty - one.
on , november eleventh.
so that means I've been attending, fidm.
when the days over i like me some , boys.
[/color][/font][/size]I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,
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well, my hair is, medium brown.
and I love my eyes, they're, forest green.
and my skin colors this really cool, caucasian.
mainly because I'm , american & irish.
I measure up to , 5' 9"
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , 109 lbs.
but it's kind of cool that I have , loads of freckles.
and my style blows yours away, sexy, stylish, casual.
so over - all , They say that they hair makes the girl, Hannah is guaranteed to be quite the beauty. Atop her head is thick, medium brown, locks. Luckily, she was blessed with naturally straight hair but still it will curl over at the end along with a few curls in the middle area as well. The color is a chocolate brown with a few lighter tones. It's not greasy but, her hair sill has a bit of a natural shine to is signifying that it is also very soft and silky. It doesn't take much time to fix her hair and she does it in many different styles from time to time. It is one of the things Hannah is very obsessive over, it must be perfect or it will be a burden to her until she tames it. Along with that, it is a requirement that it keeps a nice scent, otherwise she feels unclean.
One of the most amazing of her features are the gorgeous sea foam colored orbs. Many people believe that the eyes are the window to your soul and that's very true with Hannah. If you peer into her light green eyes when she's speaking, you can always tell how she's really feelings. As much as she tries to hide her emotions, the pale colored oculars reveal what is inside rather than the front she gives off. Normally her eyes are lined with thick black kohl that gets smudged easily when she rubs her eyes constantly. Something that very few people know is that Hannah has terrible vision and must wear contacts, but when she is away from the world she is found in frames.
Some may say that Hannah is way too thin but, she doesn't believe so. She is a horribly picky eater and won't eat the majority of food items so it is difficult for her to find something that she actually enjoys eating. With her weight and height in comparison, she looks fairly skinny and you have to admit, there isn't an inch of fat on her body. At a height of about five feet nine inches, though, Hannah is taller than most girls her age. Standing next to almost anyone will make her look like a giant, but she has always been rather long legged. Every member of her family before her was very lanky and it isn't a surprise that she is, too.
Clothes. From a young age, it was the one thing Hannah always had control over no matter what. Even as a toddler she insisted that her mother let her choose her own outfits and even then she dressed very well. Her taste was impeccable, no doubt about it, and it continued for years. It didn't take much for her to pick out an outfit, but she was always topping them off with outrageous accessories such as beads, bows, rings. Shoes were always the most important part, though. Hannah is like Carrie Bradshaw with her shoes, throwing money away to get the perfect pair of Manolo Blahniks if they will complete her look. Never does she leave her home without stepping into the perfect pair whether they are flats, heels, wedges, or tennis shoes, the brunette can work them like nobodies business.
but people say I look like, jeisa chiminazzo.
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[/size]but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,
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[/i][/size][/color] because, nobody can change her mind about a damn thing.
I love, clothes ,, fashion ,, guys ,, sex ,, alcohol ,, parties ,, clubs ,, music videos ,, dancing ,, lingerie ,, bright colors ,, boots ,, flats ,, long hair ,, plaid shorts ,, tan ,, rappers ,, rock music ,, alternative ,, starbucks ,, jamba juice ,, smoothies ,, energy boosts ,, wheat grass shots ,, leggings ,, tattoos ,, eyeliner ,, makeup ,, lip gloss ,, novels ,, silly pictures ,, straws ,, fish ,, over sized sunglasses ,, scary movies ,, video games ,, outdoors ,, long walks ,, deep conversations ,, cruel humor ,, nicknames ,, mint gum ,, vegetables ,, good hygiene ,, sushi ,, curly fries ,, shopping ,, new clothes ,, bikinis ,, light rain ,, kurt cobain ,, dr. phil ,, meaningless flings ,, crystal light ,, water ,, colored lights ,, white pants ,, abs ,, television ,, unique names ,, the color yellow ,, bowling ,, hugs ,, comebacks ,, pizza ,, text messaging ,, good grammar ,, energy drinks ,, motorcycles ,, google ,, poker
but I really despise, short hair ,, liars ,, cheaters ,, cheating ,, bad breath ,, dogs ,, cats ,, deep water ,, stress ,, folk music ,, tomatoes ,, gangsters ,, bugs ,, thunder,, lightning ,, going unnoticed ,, reading aloud ,, bug bites ,, itches ,, zits ,, smokers ,, fire ,, robbers ,, jail ,, getting carded ,, pain ,, critique ,, snoop dog ,, cold water ,, adhd ,, sickness ,, doctor ,, pregnancy ,, children ,, frogs ,, snakes ,, failing ,, starving ,, africa ,, stds ,, bible humpers ,, prudes ,, pessimists ,, muffins ,, bragging ,, milk products ,, crinkle cuts ,, fruits ,, splenda ,, overly sweet food ,, salt ,, grease ,, pale ,, gloomy weather ,, heat ,, swimming ,, television ,, fur ,, will ferrell
I personally think I'm pretty good at, seductive ,, charmer ,, headstrong ,, persistent ,, loyal ,, talented
though I should really work on , doesn't do well under pressure ,, judgmental ,, contradicts herself ,, promiscuous ,, rash ,, reckless ,, jumpy ,, anxious ,, stubborn
people tend to tell me I'm ,
insensitive[/font] because, she doesn't know a thing about human emotions and doesn't plan on learning, either.
social[/font] because, there isn't a single person she won't at least attempt to befriend. [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm , Talkative to anyone and everyone. It doesn't matter to her how she is feeling or who you are, Hannah will babble about nothing at all. Some things she suggests make her seem very loony, but it isn't a big deal at all in the end. Without a second thought she will speak which gets her into many difficult situations. Although it isn't a good idea, many people trust her with things and she cannot help but to share them. Sure, you may believe has a big mouth, but she tries hard not to spill. It takes a lot to keep her from it, though. It isn't the best idea to confide in her when she speaks so easily about things.
When you piss of this girl, you are practically telling her that you want to be bitch slapped. Seriously, if a person is rude to her or she simply doesn't like you then she'll blow her stack and start screaming. There are so many people in this world that annoy her that she is almost always this huge bitch where only her friends can calm her down and trust me, she has a lot of those, too. Almost every Saturday night you can find this chick at some house party or some nightclub she managed to get into either with a bribe or a fake id. It doesn't really matter how she gets in because either way, she is still a huge party girl who enjoys to live it up. When your only young once, you might as well enjoy it while you can, right? The numerous times that Hannah has woke up somewhere other than her home are all due to make alcoholic beverages.
Back to the fact that Hannah has woken up in bed with a guy she barely ever knows numerous times. Maybe it was the alcohol then but, there is also the fact that she hasn't had a real relationship since she was in fifth grade. Hannah is a huge flirt and will tease a guy until she's drove him mad. So many guys see her as just an easy target and maybe that is exactly what she is. Promiscuous is the correct word. It doesn't take much to talk her into your bed, but she does have standards as to who it is she sleeps with. No way will you catch her fucking just anyone, it takes a real sweet talker to live up to her somewhat absurd ideas.
When you describe Hannah as tough, it's not meant to sound like we're saying the girl can beat up whoever tests her. It's meant in the sense that she doesn't cry often because she is terrified of looking like she's weak. She never appreciates sympathy which is exactly why Hannah forces a smile everyday even if she is hurting on the inside. Anger nearly always comes before sadness with her with a bad temper that she has little control over. String of profanities and sharp comebacks are a sign of the little self control Hannah posses.
You will always be the first to apologize with Hannah, whether or not it was your fault. With her creative mind she will make it so it seems like your fault. Many times she has broken into a verbal war with her teachers because she voices her opinions. That should be a good thing though, right? Wrong. Whenever you get Hannah in a disagreement she'll keep on until you finally agree with her. Blunt and doesn't have a clue when to stop. Ever when she was younger she had no problem voicing her opinions and still to this day she will speak her mind without a second thought about it.
The saying as stubborn as an old mule definitely comes into play when describing Hannah Jane. When an idea of hers is expressed, she is not willing to change that believe anything else, no matter how persuasive a person can be. This is a trait many people notice of the bat and some dislike much more than others, such as the ones attempting to persuade her. Hannah is rarely ever talked into doing anything, but that doesn't mean that she cannot talk someone into doing something completely ridiculous. It is a rare occurrence when one can influence her beliefs or ideals in any way at all.
A day will never end without little Hannah mentioning that she hates at least one thing. Whether it be food, people, music, anything at all, she will find something that she dislikes about it. Just in general she is very picky. There isn't many foods that she actually enjoys, but when she does come across one it tends to be very strange and she use all of her willpower to find someone who enjoys at as much as she does or convince another human to like it, too.
Vicious, Rude, and most of all Vindictive. When you get on the bad side of Hannah Scheaffer, you will face her big bad wrath. If you do even the smallest thing wrong, she will get revenge, no doubt about it. Typically, she will seek revenge in those closest to you so it is always the best idea to keep your boyfriends away from her. Although she may appear to be just a small, defenseless being she always gets back at you when you mess with her along with a sharp amount of bad words and witty comebacks. In the end, Hannah Jane always wins.
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[/size]I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,
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I came from, new york city, new york.
well my father .. ,
coming in at , fourty - two.
he supported us by , actor.
all in all, he's pretty , over protective.[/ul]
onto my mother ,
coming in at , fourty.
she helped too, by , past super model.
in the end she's quite , bitchy. [/ul]
and then they had kids ,
then it was time for my own ,
and my one and only pet(s) , none.
the love life , serious relationships weren't something hannah involved herself in much. bailey tyler was the first non - related male she told that she loved, but when he cheated on her she regretted ever falling for him and wasn't sure if that was honestly love. the most serious of her relationships, though, would have to be with noah tucker. marriage wasn't something she ever thought about, but with him it seemed fitting. she thought at the time that he was the one she wanted to be with for the rest of her life. then, ryan katz - mason got in the way of that. she divorced noah and began dating her childhood friend. that lasted for quite a while before she left for years to pursue a different life.
& the good and the bad,
Lily Pace was always popular around the school, known for her whore intentions and the fact she'd sleep with anyone on legs. That was quite possibly the reason she was well know amongst the guys and hated among the girls. Miss Pace was the cheer leading squads captain; gorgeous, blonde, rich, and popular, everything girls dream of being. To put it simply, Jeffrey Scheaffer was the complete opposite of this. He was that emo kid that nobody really noticed. He was just there, not really interesting anybody, he was definitely interested in the people who surrounded him but, one in particular. Lily Pace. From the day Lily started her freshman year and he was at the beginning of his sophomore, she'd been the girl of his dreams and he didn't even try to catch her attention until one day. As Lily was walking down the hallway, Jeffrey stood by his locker, facing the crowd of people who stalked down the halls. After waiting, the girl of his dreams wandered by and he pulled away from his locker, hoping he'd end up walking beside her but instead, he ran right into her, causing both of them to fall to the ground along with their books. Jeffrey didn't let the fact that his plan didn't work annoy him though. Instead, he offered her a hand and that was the start of their relationship. Only, not really.
After the two met, Jeffrey invited Lily to a party somewhere along the line and they ended up making out. Because they were both drunk and saying things that didn't make sense, somehow Jeffrey asked Lily to be his girlfriend and the two were officially dating. The next morning when they had sobered up, neither of them regretted deciding to be in a relationship and dated for about two months which was kind of a short period of time but, enough time for Jeffrey to get Lily pregnant with his baby. As soon as Jeff found out abe of the birth. Once the baby was born, Jeff regretted ever leaving , he kind of disappeared and the two didn't talk until nine months later when she gave birth to a baby girl and Jeff was alerted about this, standing by her side the whole time, thinking about Lily and the life he could have had with her. On November Eleventh, decided that he would take care of Hannah but he wasn't back together with Lily, just simply caring for his baby girl.
All through Hannah's young years, she noticed her mother in the kitchen sniffing a white substance. At such a young age, she didn't know what it was, but caught glimpses of it all the time. When she approached her mother, she became very secretive so Hannah guessed it wasn't something she should ask about. They were very distant throughout her whole life because she felt as if she couldn't talk to her mom about anything at all. The cocaine addiction continued all through her childhood and even through her teenage years.
It took Lily a while before she'd go around fucking every guy in sight, one year actually. Then she met a man named Conner who would be her new victim and the man she'd mess around with until hers and Jeffrey's situation was completely settled out. With a one year old and her baby sitter always at home, Lily would sneak out late at night to visit this man who she was screwing. After only one months of this, Lily ended up pregnant again with Conner's baby. Nine months went alot quickly and Conner had decided to completely vanish off the face of the earth. It seemed as if Lily was just magnetized to these assholes who would have sex with her and then leave her when she got pregnant. On January 18th, Lily gave birth to another beautiful girl named December Rose Scheaffer. This ones features were so close to her mothers nobody knew just who the father was.
After the birth of this little one, an apology was made and a relationship formed. Just like when they were younger, Jeffrey and Lily were back together again. The years passed and Hannah Jane Scheaffer eventually began her first year of school at a public elementary school. Throughout her years as a youngster, nothing amazingly brilliant happened except she was getting older and growing taller. Every moment of Jeffrey's life couldn't be revolved around his two girls and Lily, he worked a full time job as which gave them enough money to live off and more. Hannah and stayed at home with various different nannies who watched over them all through their childhood years. Then, Lily was pregnant again.
This wasn't much of a surprise to the girls who were now aged eight and six. When her mother had this one, it ended up a boy who wound up with the name Cohen Deirks Scheaffer who happened to be the quiet one in the family. I guess he just took after his father with that trait because they were the only males in the family besides their two year old German Sheppard, Kaleb. By now your probably wondering how a person ends up with the name Hannah, living with two siblings with these outrageous names. Thankfully, her mother had named them. If not, they would be a family of Jill's and Jack's. Those two were just the start of some tremendously silly names.
And then there were four. You guessed it, in the summer of Lily's twenty second birthday Albany Mae Scheaffer was born as the third girl and fourth member of the Scheaffer children. Out of the bunch, I'd have to say that Albany was the comedian of the family. In the middle of silence she could say something that anyone of any age would find hilarious. When school began for her, the teachers didn't appreciate this sense of humor when they began getting made fun of by the daring little girl.
Already tired of these constant births? If you think the fact she had one child every few years is boring then lets spice it up with the idea she had triplets. You heard correctly, three children at once. First one born was Jessamine Claire Scheaffer, the smart child. Their father first decided on prizes for good grades but the bad thing about that was he'd be poor in a week with Jessamine. Then came Storm Nicholas Scheaffer, the abnormal name for quiet a normal boy. Storm was the one interested in sports unlike Cohen. He would always be found outside roaming around like a real guy. When he got older, the girls were attracted to him, I guess you can say good looks run in the family. Last born was Daffodil Rochelle Scheaffer, I don't know about you but, just that name makes me picture a beautiful little girl who is simply perfect. Well, as far as looks go, Daffodil was flawless but, much quieter than the others which was possibly the reason popularity never came her way. Daffodil was the youngest in the family because once the triplets were born, Lily decided against children for a while.
Fourteen year old Hannah was troubled, temperamental, and most of all - depressed. It had never been a problem before from what everyone though, they saw her as the happy go lucky type who was carefree and didn't worry about a single thing. During her childhood, she never saw much of her parents because they were always off on vacation across the world and this lack of attention began effecting her. It gave her an idea that they didn't care about her and she was alone in the world. Even now that she is in highschool, she gets an occasional relapse and feels as if she is not wanted regardless of the heaps of friends who care about her so damn much.
Hannah had never been the quiet type, she had no problem with becoming friends with a person unless they were to piss her off. When she started at Blair academy after the move to California, she started off freshmen year making friends with no problem. By the time senior year rolled around she was one of the well known around Blair. It was likely to happen, she had good looks and money and by this time she had slept with nearly all of the guys that attended school with her. She was really changing over time from that little girl with the six siblings to Hannah Scheaffer, the elite.
Then came reality. She was in the real world, she couldn't continue to live a life as if she was any different than any other human. Hook ups and staying out late partying life away were getting bland. When she involved herself with Noah Tucker, life seemed different, more whole and complete. It wasn't long before she was married to him and pregnant with his child. It seemed a bit too good to be true and then this previous reality mentioned set in and stress levels were high. Hannah miscarried and then soon after divorced Noah. Without waiting much, she was in another serious relationship with Ryan Katz - Mason, which lasted a long while before she broke up with him and ditched Los Angeles. Hannah has been in New York for years, living like never before and partying hard. The life she left back in Los Angeles constantly crept into her mind and she realized that she must go and repair what she left behind, starting with college at The Fashion Institute of design and Merchandising.
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[/size]but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,
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[/size] hello, I'm haley[/color]. I play hannah scheaffer[/color] and his/her playmates, n/a[/color]. I myself have seen sixteen[/color] summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in central[/color]. I've been in this part of town for four[/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that advertisement[/color] told me about this island resort? she's a gorgeous thing. ;] stalk me? well, my aim is dont panic x323[/color], my msn's hateisastrongwordbutsoislove@hotmail.com[/color], and my email's smokinghot32@yahoo.com[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !"[/size]
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The clock on her bed-stand read 4:30 A.M. Never was Ainsley a very heavy sleeper and her fear of thunderstorms didn't help at this exact moment. As the lightning and thunder had continued for hours, the brunette laid beneath the cotton sheets covering her queen sized bed. When she finally decided sleeping was completely out of question she stepped onto the white carpet. With only a few more steps she was standing directly in front of her huge closet, packed completely with clothes. Ainsley ran her newly manicured nails over the hanger, eying the selection of clothing she owned and finally deciding on a pair of denim shorts along with an oversized top that read 'I'm Famous on Myspace'.
Ainsley was one of the most scatter brained people, she could never find anything when she needed it. That was the case as she stumbled across her room in search of her cell phone. After shuffling through everything on her bedside table, she finally found it beneath a stack of paper on her desk. Picking up the phone, she decided texting was much easier and hoped that whoever she decided to text would be awake. Thinking it over for only a moment, Hunter seemed to be the one person she wanted to see right now after going about two days without seeing him at all, she was beginning to miss him. Her fingers moved across the keys on her phone as she quickly typed, looking over the message once before pressing send.
hey, bby. bored, come over here c u soon.
Time had passed slowly but, it was still 4:30 in the morning. If she actually ended up waking Hunter, hopefully an apology or two could brush the whole thing off and they could act like it never happened. It wouldn't surprise her if he was awake though, the roaring thunder was enough to keep anyone awake, unless of course they were one of those who could sleep through a hurricane. Walking downstairs to the living room with her cell phone in hand, Ainsley's mind drifted away into though. Why did they actually call it a living room? Aren't you alive in every room? It's not like you go into the living room and you're living and then you go into the bathroom and then you die. It was the small things like these that got her to really thinking and questioning the world.
Reaching the living room, Ainsley plopped down on the couch and curled into a ball, decided she might as well wait here for her company so he could just knock and she would be able to hear it rather than him having to ring the door bell and wake up Ryan who was asleep in her upstairs bedroom. Unlike her, Ryan could sleep through anything at all without trouble and it was hell trying to wake her up but, if that loud ass doorbell rang it was sure to wake her up. Thankfully her parents were off in Greece for vacation and Ainsley wasn't going to get in trouble for the things she did while they were gone unless she went off and got pregnant or something but, that was a little far fetched for someone like her who was more likely to keep to herself than anyone else.
Sleep Deprived and almost dying of boredom, the perfect description for Ainsley at the current moment in time. It was hard for her to keep her eyes open and just laying her on the couch without anything except waiting for Hunter and the roaring thunder to keep her awake. Hoping to keep herself from being too bored, she curled her French manicured hand around the remote to the television and flicked on the T.V. With a click of the button that read 'guide' she was browsing through titles of movies, shows, and the additional game channels. She decided there wasn't much on and finally settled on a repeat of MTV's Scarred. Ainsley was never a big fan of extreme sports personally but, with all her compassion she enjoyed watching idiots hurt themselves and end up recording it. Perhaps she wasn't the sweetest of people but, it was kind of hilarious watching people do idiotic things.
When a commercial break came along, she stood up from her position on the comfortable couch and walked to the kitchen where her live in house keeper Estella stood. Ainsley smiled at the older woman, "Can I have a strawberry smoothie?" she questioned and with a nod, she pulled out the blender and necessary ingredients before beginning to make the smoothie which was ready in a matter of minutes. "Thank you." she smiled and took the drink from her, returning to her position at the couch. Time was being wasted and it just made her exhausted to an extreme. She needed to sleep, "Estella, if anyone comes over for me, please let them in." she requested, talking a bit louder than previously because of the growing distance between the two.
Returning to the curled up position on the couch, she closed her aqua blue orbs, the thunder and lightning ending but, the rain still remained, falling from the sky in cold droplets one after another. It wasn't long before she fell into a slumber but it wasn't exactly peaceful. Nightmares of the past haunted her, everything was so similar to the actual event. It was her, sitting beside the hospital bed where her loved one lied, his heart beat barely existent until the exact moment of 5:43 A.M, the moment the heart beat ceased completely taking him from the world and breaking her heart. It was all so perfect before that moment but then, the change had happened. One that changed all of the Matthews family and her. It made her cold hearted to many but the honest truth was she was simply broken hearted over the whole thing.
Sweat poured down her body as she woke, the memory would haunt her forever and she could merely try and forget but, it wasn't as easy as some people made it seem. When you fall in love, you never expect anything bad to happen and you always wish for the best but, whatever comes may not always be that. Ainsley had heard the story of Cinderella and always wished for that kind of love and when she finally got it, only bad things came. I guess you can only receive so many miracles. The incident with Conner was enough to prove that fairy tales don't always have a happy ending and Ainsley was one of those who gave up way too soon. Whenever one thing didn't end so great, she gave up on waiting for another to.
Maybe that was the reason it was so hard for her to tell Hunter that she fell for him. When they had met years ago it had started out as a friendship but now, she had this huge developed crush on him but, she was simply terrified of telling him because she didn't want to end up with what she had left of a broken heart to be destroyed too by yet another guy. All she could do was hope that this would work out well. The rest was destiny..
Ainsley was one of the most scatter brained people, she could never find anything when she needed it. That was the case as she stumbled across her room in search of her cell phone. After shuffling through everything on her bedside table, she finally found it beneath a stack of paper on her desk. Picking up the phone, she decided texting was much easier and hoped that whoever she decided to text would be awake. Thinking it over for only a moment, Hunter seemed to be the one person she wanted to see right now after going about two days without seeing him at all, she was beginning to miss him. Her fingers moved across the keys on her phone as she quickly typed, looking over the message once before pressing send.
hey, bby. bored, come over here c u soon.
Time had passed slowly but, it was still 4:30 in the morning. If she actually ended up waking Hunter, hopefully an apology or two could brush the whole thing off and they could act like it never happened. It wouldn't surprise her if he was awake though, the roaring thunder was enough to keep anyone awake, unless of course they were one of those who could sleep through a hurricane. Walking downstairs to the living room with her cell phone in hand, Ainsley's mind drifted away into though. Why did they actually call it a living room? Aren't you alive in every room? It's not like you go into the living room and you're living and then you go into the bathroom and then you die. It was the small things like these that got her to really thinking and questioning the world.
Reaching the living room, Ainsley plopped down on the couch and curled into a ball, decided she might as well wait here for her company so he could just knock and she would be able to hear it rather than him having to ring the door bell and wake up Ryan who was asleep in her upstairs bedroom. Unlike her, Ryan could sleep through anything at all without trouble and it was hell trying to wake her up but, if that loud ass doorbell rang it was sure to wake her up. Thankfully her parents were off in Greece for vacation and Ainsley wasn't going to get in trouble for the things she did while they were gone unless she went off and got pregnant or something but, that was a little far fetched for someone like her who was more likely to keep to herself than anyone else.
Sleep Deprived and almost dying of boredom, the perfect description for Ainsley at the current moment in time. It was hard for her to keep her eyes open and just laying her on the couch without anything except waiting for Hunter and the roaring thunder to keep her awake. Hoping to keep herself from being too bored, she curled her French manicured hand around the remote to the television and flicked on the T.V. With a click of the button that read 'guide' she was browsing through titles of movies, shows, and the additional game channels. She decided there wasn't much on and finally settled on a repeat of MTV's Scarred. Ainsley was never a big fan of extreme sports personally but, with all her compassion she enjoyed watching idiots hurt themselves and end up recording it. Perhaps she wasn't the sweetest of people but, it was kind of hilarious watching people do idiotic things.
When a commercial break came along, she stood up from her position on the comfortable couch and walked to the kitchen where her live in house keeper Estella stood. Ainsley smiled at the older woman, "Can I have a strawberry smoothie?" she questioned and with a nod, she pulled out the blender and necessary ingredients before beginning to make the smoothie which was ready in a matter of minutes. "Thank you." she smiled and took the drink from her, returning to her position at the couch. Time was being wasted and it just made her exhausted to an extreme. She needed to sleep, "Estella, if anyone comes over for me, please let them in." she requested, talking a bit louder than previously because of the growing distance between the two.
Returning to the curled up position on the couch, she closed her aqua blue orbs, the thunder and lightning ending but, the rain still remained, falling from the sky in cold droplets one after another. It wasn't long before she fell into a slumber but it wasn't exactly peaceful. Nightmares of the past haunted her, everything was so similar to the actual event. It was her, sitting beside the hospital bed where her loved one lied, his heart beat barely existent until the exact moment of 5:43 A.M, the moment the heart beat ceased completely taking him from the world and breaking her heart. It was all so perfect before that moment but then, the change had happened. One that changed all of the Matthews family and her. It made her cold hearted to many but the honest truth was she was simply broken hearted over the whole thing.
Sweat poured down her body as she woke, the memory would haunt her forever and she could merely try and forget but, it wasn't as easy as some people made it seem. When you fall in love, you never expect anything bad to happen and you always wish for the best but, whatever comes may not always be that. Ainsley had heard the story of Cinderella and always wished for that kind of love and when she finally got it, only bad things came. I guess you can only receive so many miracles. The incident with Conner was enough to prove that fairy tales don't always have a happy ending and Ainsley was one of those who gave up way too soon. Whenever one thing didn't end so great, she gave up on waiting for another to.
Maybe that was the reason it was so hard for her to tell Hunter that she fell for him. When they had met years ago it had started out as a friendship but now, she had this huge developed crush on him but, she was simply terrified of telling him because she didn't want to end up with what she had left of a broken heart to be destroyed too by yet another guy. All she could do was hope that this would work out well. The rest was destiny..
