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[rhys horowitz]

RHYS NATHANIEL HOROWITZ,

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-----Things were never great in rhys' life, there was always something to fuck things up and make him all stressed and tense. the guy usually didn't care about things, and had the tendency to act like nothing bothered him. this particular time in his life was completely different. it was funny actually, the one time he needed to have his friends around to tell him that everything was going to be fucking alright, he had managed to fuck up two friendships. he had no idea what the hell happened with maddie in the first place, and by now he didn't care anymore. she was the one that was acting like a total bitch to him, and then she had the nerve to ask him to leave her alone? what the fuck was that all about? her husband left a message on rhys' phone telling him to leave maddie alone, like he was harassing her or some shit. honestly, the girl was the last thing on his mind right now, he really didn't give a shit anymore. sure, he had known the girl for over five years and their relationship had always been rocky. they would fight over some frivolous shit and then two days later, act like it was nothing and they would be friends again. this time was different, this time rhys was done. not only did maddie showed him what a fucking selfish cunt she was but she was acting like the god damn martyr and blaming rhys for her stress. so five years of on and off friendship down the drain, and although it did bug him deep down, rhys horowitz was not the one to back down and he was sure as hell not going to be the one apologizing.

-----The second friendship he was fucking up was his and noah's. the guy told rhys that he was done with their friendship for some fucking reason and rhys was not going to even ask what the fuck was going on inside the guy's head. he knew noah better than that. although it did seem like their friendships was in trouble, it really wasn't. see, rhys and noah have known each other since they were very young because their parents worked together. they bonded almost instantly, but they have always shared some kind of rivalry. over the years they went from being best friends, to enemies, to best friends again. the reasons of their falling out started with jacob. the man murdered rhys' parents and made damn sure that his son had no relations with the horowitz at all. jacob threatened rhys' sister jasmine and he was forced to put her on a plane and send her to new york to protect her. the two guys never truly hated one another, but they were forced to and for several years they acted like enemies. then, they started to bond again when rhys joined the LAO and became underboss of the organization. they were best friends again, and have been so for six years now. rhys would do anything for noah, he even took a bullet for the guyu, noah was the brother rhys always wanted. he was completely loyal to him and he knew that noah returned the favor. still, this didn't mean that things were always peachy, they fought...a lot. they were the two most stubborn and hot headed guys on the planet, and when they fought, it was rather bloody. still, heir friendship was strong enough to survive all of the bullshit and more

-----Rhys had a key to noah's place, and he was crashing there for a few nights. that was before kaden showed up, so he hadn't had the chance to meet the little boy yet. after spending some time at the hospital with tyger, he decided to drop by noah's place and grab some of his shit. first, he had to pick up his sister jasmine from school and drop her off at her place since her car was still in the shop in need of an oil change, and who knows what other shit. rhys jumped inside his hummer, and drove his ass towards ucla, jasmine's school. as he drove by, he saw her sister talking to her boyfriend, some jerk she had met at that same school. rhys was very protective of his sister and never really gave the guys she dated a chance. they were never good enough for her as far as rhys was concerned, plus the thought of her sister being with a guy gave him fucking chills. he knew that the girl was no virgin, and that it had been none other than his friend noah that took her virginity away. when he first found out about that rhys was so pissed that he drove his car into noah's driveway, with noah's car still inside. they had a fight right outside his place, on the font lawn and one of the neighbors had to come over and hose them down until they separated. jasmine gave her boy a kiss and rhys rolled his eyes at the disgusting site, the followed her with his eyes until she stepped inside the car he looked at her without saying anything, until jasmine spatted "what?". rhys gave her a grin and pumped up the volume of the stereo. He was quiet the entire ride to her apartment, just think about all the shit that has been going on and trying not to say something that would make it worse. the last thing he needed was to start a fight with his sister. so he dropped her off at her place, "i'll be at noah's just call me if you need anything, alright?", and went on his way around the block where noah lived

-----Parked his car and walked towards the front doors. as he opened them, he saw a young boy sitting on the couch playing grad theft auto. rhys gave him a smile and kaden raised his eyebrow at him, he was probably wondering who the fuck he was. "noah! fucking tucker!"cursing in front of a child, very nice. apparently noah was not home, and kaden was by himself playing with his playstation 3. the little boy walked up to him with this strange look on his face "who the hell are you?" he spoke, this made rhys burst into laughter. rhys was never a fan of kids, and he was afraid that just being in the same room with one would somehow trigger an allergic reaction of some sort. this was different, the kid was actually pretty cool. it was weird how kaden reminded him of noah and himself when they were kids. of course, the didn't have things like computers and video games, they had plastic cars and regular toys. he could remember them sitting outside racing cars and how pissed rhys would get every time noah would win, he was always better at that sort of shit. when they would dress up as super heroes, it was fun. noah was always batman, rhys was always superman and they would go outside and beat the shit out of each other. no one would win, because they would never quit and no matter how tired and how messed up they were, they would always get up to keep fighting.

-----Kaden see like a very cool little kid, and for the first tie rhys could see himself enjoying the company of an eight year old brat. "you must be kaden. i'm rhys, im a friend of your dads" the kid was still a bit suspicious of him, but after a few exchange of looks he started to relax more and came to the conclusion that this was not some stranger that came here to kill him. rhys walked over to the kitchen and grabbed himself a beer, then returned to where kaden was and sat on the couch beside him "what are you playing kid?". kaden kept his eyes glued to the television screen and answered "grand theft auto. and im not a kid" fuck, this little prick was just like his dad, rhys liked that. "fair enough" he laughed and opened his can of budweiser, then as he watched his new little friend play, rhys horowitz started to down the beer, forgetting about the stress that he felt moments before
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NOAH TUCKER .
the strongest survive, i'll be the one to save us all.

- - It was all the fucking same. Day in and day out, it was just all the same. No matter what Noah did to try and make the result turn out differently, it came out the exact same, the same thing he was trying to avoid. Ever since the exact same moment that he had taken Hannah back, because she had openly admitted to him, that she wanted him back, and that was what she wanted and she knew it was what she wanted, Noah had been getting shit from everyone. Sure, he got it that they cared and they didn't want to see him get hurt - again - but damn, there came a time when you just needed to give a person space and just support them. It was damn obvious that Noah wasn't going to back down from his choice of giving Hannah a second chance, so all there really was left to do was just sit back and support the guy, that was what real friends were supposed to do. Although he acted as if he didn't need anyone, that he was perfectly fine on his own and could take care of himself, the truth was that his friends meant everything to him and he loved their opinions.

- - Now to see them disapprove and argue and fight with him about it, and although no one had any idea, it was killing Noah inside. Before he had always been able to have them at his side with no problem and he was so used to it and yes, he was spoiled about it. He loved the knowing fact that he could turn to any one of them about anything and they would be there to help and support him. Where was he now? Noah Tucker was alone. He had no one but himself to depend on, of course he has his pride and joy, his eight year old son, Kaden. He as well had Hannah Scheaffer, who he was so madly and deeply in love with and has been since almost four years ago. So much history did he have with that woman, so much history that he learned from and tried to go at things a different way. The way things had started out with them before, they had just been living in their own little world practically and everyone had been happy for them at the time. That was when she had fallen pregnant with his baby and he had proposed to her that very night and Noah really couldn't have been happier if he had tried. Everything that he had going for himself was everything he could ever possibly want.

- - They had gotten married and within almost a month of their marriage, Ryan Katz-Mason, who was Hannah's best friend since diapers, started making his way in and fucking with her mind, which caused her to stress out and miscarry. That alone pissed Noah off to the max. It had been his kid that had died - all on Ryan's account. Then for Hannah to say she needed a break to just figure things out, he accepted it and understood completely, he knew she needed her space. Only that when Noah had tried to commit suicide, had she fucked Ryan multiple times while he was laying on his own death bed - with Hannah having no intention to go and see her own husband. Then near a day later, she had told him she wanted Noah back and that was what she wanted, to only turn around and slam it in his face, saying how it was a mistake and that she wanted Ryan and that she loved him, not Noah. Such heart break and depression followed with him after that one, he tried so hard to fight to get her back, but it just didn't work and he stopped, but he couldn't move on, he just couldn't, no matter how hard he tried. The day he had told Hannah that his heart was hers forever to kept, he had meant it. When he finds himself saying stuff like that, you better bet your damn life it was true. Noah did not lie about serious stuff like that.

- - Sure, after a few years he had many flings, hook ups, ect. Never a real relationship though, not with anyone - until Jeisa. When he had found that Hannah was back in town, it had scared him so badly, he pushed himself into a relationship with one of his best friends. That was when she had ended up pregnant and Noah stuck by her, until Hannah came by and fucked with his head, which caused him a good night of drinking, which caused him to cheat on Jeisa, which made her dump him. You could definitely say that Noah had the worst luck in relationships, that he was really just better off alone, taking on flings, fuck buddies, and hook ups, nothing more. That was, until Hannah had talked to him and told him that Noah was what she wanted and that she loved him, so he really couldn't nor didn't want to do anything else but take her back, and give her another chance. To be with her again, it just made Noah so happy, beyond what words could express. Also to introduce her to his son, Kaden, it was a very nerve racking yet rewarding feeling. It scared Noah to expose his only son to Hannah, because he was afraid that she may leave once Kaden got attached to her and he didn't want anything to hurt his son.

- - So this was what he had resorted to, Noah had fallen extremely sick and he was suffering through it now. The sadness he had been carrying with him the whole day was exhausting, along with this hollow feeling of emptiness. Noah just felt worthless, as if he was a walking blob that didn't matter at all to anyone. What exactly was he doing? Noah was walking down the city sidewalks with a jacket on with the hoodie up over his head, with his hands tucked in the pockets of the unzipped jacket, and he walked with his head sort of down, his emerald eyes staring down at his brown, worn out biker boots. There was hardly anything on his mind, or rather there were so much, but Noah could barely grasp onto one thought form to really think about anything. His whole body ached as he moved on and kept walking, he could sense people behind him, them staring at his broad shoulders and very lean waist, it had only been two days that Noah had fallen sick and he had already last fifteen pounds, which was extremely unhealthy for him, considering he didn't need to lose anymore weight.

- - He had already been three pounds under weight as it was, which was seriously hard to believe considering the amount of food that Noah would consume, but ever since he was little, he had always struggled with his weight. He was always under weight somehow, he would literally have to eat nonstop for a whole day to be in the healthy zone. Others said they envied him for that, but it was nothing to envy for, it was horrible. Noah loved to eat, yes, but he couldn't eat a lot at one time because it did horrible things to his stomach, but if he didn't eat a lot, he would lose weight. So really either way, he lost and it sucked big time for him. No matter what he did, he could hardly gain any weight. So where he was now, he shouldn't have even been walking, because he was burning calories right there, but he had to. Kaden had wanted milk with his cereal in the morning, because Rhys had taken the liberty of chugging down what he had left of the milk in the fridge, so Noah had to go out and buy some. Where was his car? Well it was parked in the underground parking for the penthouses and he had considered taking his car, but he just figured it was too much work to get it started and that it would just be easier to walk.

- - It was a little easier to walk, but it just made Noah sicker, it was wearing down what little energy he had left, especially with carrying the plastic bag with the gallon of milk in it, by his pinky finger. Jaw clenched as he made his way nearer to his building, his shoulder blades arched themselves and he stretched out his back a little, before entering the air conditioned building. Feeling the fake cold air on his body, it caused chills to rush down his spine and it just made him feel all the worst, and he starting to get cramps in his stomach, which caused him to go near a wall and he just slid down, closing his eyes in pure agony. Swallowing, he got himself together and pushed himself off the floor, baring the pain and weakness his body felt and he headed toward the elevators. Once he got inside, he leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, waiting for the stupid elevator to get to his floor. Finally as he heard that familar and life saving beep, he watched the doors open and he got out, taking his keys from his back pocket and he stepped up to the second door on his left and saw that the door was open, which struck fear into him and he slammed the door opened, thinking of the worst.

- - To see Rhys Horowitz sitting on the couch with a beer and his feet up on the coffee table, next to his son playing Grand Theft Auto, when Noah had been afraid that someone had tried to break in and hurt his son. If that had been the case, he had been ready and willing to fight for his son, even though he knew he probably couldn't last for more than twenty minutes with how he was, he didn't care. When it came to his son, he would risk everything he had. Although to find Rhys sitting next to Kaden, jugging down a beer, it just made his nose flare and he clenched his jaw, his spine arched and stood steady. "What in the fuck are you doing here?" He demanded, his voice was gruff and serious, his eyes were clouded over and exhausted. He glanced sideways at Kaden, who was now looking at his dad with a worried yet mixed expression, then he looked to Rhys. "Oh he goin' to kill you." He cooed, smirking to himself. Sighing as he heard that, his eyebrows were furrowed and he shook his head, before turning and putting the gallon of milk in the fridge. While he was in there, he grabbed two beers. He tossed one to Kaden, "Now get outta here, go to your room." He ordered, taking the other one and opening it, taking a large jug out of it.

- - The eight year old boy stood there with the cold beer can in his hands and he stared at his dad, his facial expression completely blank, only for Noah to read. He did, but he just shook his head and pointed down the hall, indicating for Kaden to get his ass to his room. "Now, Kaden." He demanded. Watching his son take his beer and high tail into his room down the hall, Noah looked up at Rhys, his facial expression and his eyes were completely cold and empty. Taking another drink of his beer, he set it down and left the room to complete silence, until out of no where, Noah's right fist was cocked back and he swung it directly at Rhys' face, packing a lot of muscle and power behind it. Backing up a few steps, Noah glared at Rhys, daring him to make the next move, he was exhausted already, but this was not a fight he was going to back down from. Not from Rhys Horowitz. The day that he backed down and ran like a pansy, was the day he would slit his own throat. That was one thing he hated about fights, he hated fights with chatty talkers, Noah never said a word during any fight he was in, it was better that way.



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[rhys horowitz]

RHYS NATHANIEL HOROWITZ,

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-----For some reason he could not begin to comprehend, rhys horowitz was finding himself feeling a little less stressed. the thought that this kid had anything to do with it was rather disturbing, but then again stranger things have happen in his life, so why not consider it. kaden was not like most of the kids rhys knew. they were always so fucking whinny and plain annoying. but he had to give it to noah, this particular eight year old was actually pretty cool. suddenly he was finding himself laughing with him and cursing at the television every time his character would get shot or when the cops started to follow it around. rhys was not much of watching television or playing video games all fucking day, this maybe had to do with the fact that he never really ahd the luxury to do just that. back when he was underboss of the lao, he would be working all the damn time, that's who he was...a workaholic. rhys was extremely dedicated to his job, not because he loved it, but because it was really the only thing he had that gave him purpose, that gave his life some sort of meaning. his job was the only thing that forced him to get out of bed every morning., instead of laying down and getting high all the fucking time. things got that bad at one point, his drug addiction. it just started as a recreational thing, a line here and hit there. it was later on that this became a problem, and rhys, like many other drug addicts, failed to recognize such problem. " i can handle it", " im fine". these were the things he told himself and others every time the word rehab would come up in conversations. god, how he hated when that happened, when his friends would try and convince him to get the help he obviously needed. but rhys was stubborn, and refused to give away the control he thought he had in his life. he, was the only one that believed that such control existed. rhys was lacking off on the job, fucking up his friendships and his new marriage. waking up after two days of shooting up, a needle stuck to you arm, bloodshot eyes, aching and twitching and loosing sense of time. this was what his life had become, it was sad, pathetic, miserable and he could not take that shit anymore. but it was on his terms, it wasn't until he decided he had enough that he got up and went to rehab...on his terms

-----Things were starting to get better, if it wasn't for tyger being at the hospital fighting for her life and waiting for a god damn liver, things would be close to being perfect. he was finally able to keep his condition under control, which was hard when he was using drugs and drinking so much. often times he would forget to take his medication or just completely neglect it because he was more concerned with getting his next fix than anything else. now that he was clean, he could finally concentrate in getting better, get his shit together and be fucking normal for once. according to his last therapist, his condition was very hard to control and impossible to cure. he was never going to be a regular joe, he was aware of that, but at least he was more stable. the one thing that he had to work at was his temper, that god damn temper that always got him in trouble, that, and his inability to think before he acts. the guy was too impulsive with what he did and what he said, there was no filter between his brain and his mouth. the rest of the shit, it was pretty much under wraps. it was not like had a conscience, because the guy was born without the ability to feel guilt and remorse, but he did worry about things and did care about the consequences of his actions when it came to the important people in his life. his wife tyger, his sister jasmine and his brother noah. no, noah and rhys were not blood brother, they didn't come out of the same vagina, the didn't share the same dna, but that meant shit to rhys. they grew up together, suffered together, bled together, killed together.

-----So there he was, sitting with who he believed to be his nephew and drinking a nice cold beer when he heard the door open up slowly. footsteps entering the room, footsteps that belonged to noah tucker. rhys didn't need to turn around and see noah in order to know it was him, he just did. "What in the fuck are you doing here?". and then it hit him, they had an argument earlier about who knows what. it wasn't really an argument, but mostly noah bitching and telling him how he was done with their friendship. this was not the first time he'd heard that, so he really didn't take that as a serious threat. there were times when rhys would get pissed at noah and hang up the phone, they would get into big fights, throw beer bottles at each other, play chicken and crash their cars, rhys shot noah once on his arm just because noah dared him to, noah stabbed rhys right on his leg when he was drunk and got pissed off because rhys smoked the last cigarette, it was one fucked up weird friendship, but it worked for them. he didn't answer to the guy, who was looking like some deranged beast down at him and screaming at the top of his lungs for kaden to go to his room. he watched as noah tossed his son a beer and sent him away, he slowly stood up from the couch and waited for noah to react. he should have seen it coming, but noah was very unpredictable... just like he was. you never knew what to expect when these two were in the same room together. one moment things would be great, and the next it was hell on earth. no matter what happened, things always managed to fix themselves up

-----Rhys was not the trusting type of guy, he couldn't open up to people and talk about his problems. the only person he could that with was noah, he had been the one person who has seen him vulnerable. by vulnerable i don't mean crying and feeling sorry for himself, but still it was more than most people will ever get to see...until now. when he saw tyger in that bed, when the realization that he loved her and that he was going to loose her came to him, something came over rhys. the guy started crying, for the first time in years; tears came running from his eyes and down his cheek. for the first time he felt desperation and fear; for the first time in his life he had no answers, no witty comments, no sarcastic remarks; he had nothing to give; he felt weak, pathetic, lost. he hated feeling this way, he wasn't used to it since he had never experienced such feelings before in his adult life. sure, he used to cry when he was a kid, every time noah would destroy his favorite toy, he would get so angry that he would cry. he never cried out of sadness and despair, not even when his parents died and he was forced to claim the bodies. it had been too much for him, and that small moment of vulnerability had left him weak and tired.

-----To make matters worse, there was the whole thing with tyger's parents. her bitch of a mother and fucking cunt sister, god! rhys hated them. her sister was the worse, a spoiled useless brat as far as he was concerned. they were talking shit about him, and rhys had to bite his tongue and restrain himself. how he wanted to scream at them, to tell them how he felt about them and how little he cared about their fucking opinions. he wanted to grab their arms and throw them out of that hospital room. he didn't want things to get worse by his account, and he knew tyger would never truly forgive him for doing that, even when she herself talked about how much she despised her family. it was different for her because it was her family, so she could have the luxury of talking shit about them them and call them names, not him though. he couldn't afford to say shit and risk her mother to change her mind and walk away from giving tyger half her liver. it was all a load of bullshit



-----Noah came up to him and out of nowhere cuffed him right on the jaw. "son of a bitch"he felt it crack, it hurt like a mother. he slowly clicked his jaw a few times taking a deep breath. he didn't know if he should laugh or be incredibly pissed off for a second there, normally he wouldn't care less about noah punching him, he would just punch him back and they would probably fight for a while and that would be the end of it. today, he didn't think this was funny at all, on the contrary, he got extremely angered. this was the last thing he needed but ironically so, the perfect thing he needed to relieve some of the stress he had inside. not only this whole maddie bullshit, his helplessness with tyger, his sister and her dumb fuck boyfriend, tyger's fucking family, all this shit piling up was bound to explode at some point, and this seem like the best way to do it. he could feel his blood boil up, his head burst into flames and without blinking, without saying a word, he catapulted towards noah, launching his entire body over him, forcing them both to plunge backwards on to the table sitting behind tucker. a loud crack was heard as the glass shattered all over them, causing kaden to come out of his room and stand in the hallway. Just before noah could react, rhys whacked him right on the temple
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