Post by sasha volkov on Jul 29, 2008 23:34:55 GMT -5
*
even the stars refuse to shine .[/color], [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/size]Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,
*[/size] rudiments - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]
hello, the name's, aleksandra avery volkov.
but people tend to call me, sasha.
I turned , twenty-one
on , december seventeenth.
so that means I've been ( attending / living ), fashion institute of design and merchandising.
when the days over i like me some , boys.
[/color][/font][/size]I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,
*[/size] skin deep - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]
[/i][/size][/color][/ul][/font]
well, my hair is, blonde.
and I love my eyes, they're, blue.
and my skin colors this really cool, peach
mainly because I'm , russian.
I measure up to , 5'8"
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , ninety-two pounds.
but it's kind of cool that I have , a really tall and lengthy figure.
and my style blows yours away , one and two.
so over - all ,
but people say I look like , valentina zeliaeva.
[/blockquote]
[/size]but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,
*[/size] personage - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]
[/i][/size][/color] because, she's always had a camera in her hand throughout high school. she probably took all the pictures that they used in the year book and taking pictures of people or just random things was her thing. she seemed to have talent with it and she thought thats what she wanted to do with my life but it changed. being a model she does have to be creative with poses and sometimes a few lucky models become the muse of a great designer if you're lucky. she's majoring in photography at fidm now and hoping to get discover her old talent once more.
I love,
but I really despise,
I personally think I'm pretty good at,
though I should really work on ,
people tend to tell me I'm ,
passionate[/font] because, sasha's always been passionate about certain things whether it be her photography or her family. she's never one to give up on them even though sometimes it seems like she's had enough of it all. she's always one striving to carry on with things though everything has gotten a lot harder for the girl. she's still very passionate about photography despite what most have heard or think. she's not passionate about her modeling career and thats obvious to most who see her nowadays.
intelligent[/font] because, she's a volkov after all. intelligence runs in the family and though she has her fair share of problems she isn't knocked up and hasn't gotten on any mind bending drugs lately. she's had her little break down but is now picking up the pieces to her life and attempting to fix it all. [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm , Sasha Volkov is the sweetest girl you'll ever meet. She's the most self-less person out there. She never thinks about herself first but others. Most felt that was where she began to fall. When you only care about others and what others think you begin to forget about yourself and what you think. She's made a lot of mistakes recently but soon enough the old Sasha the strong, passionate, and artistic Sasha will return. Being misunderstood was something that Sasha grew quite accustomed to. It was such a terrible thing but times it could be more comforting then anything. She was so used to it that it was often what got her through the day. Her Father did not understand her one bit it and it often seemed like he didn't want to. He was always embarrassed by some of the silly mistakes Sasha would make that Sasha often felt she didn't belong in the Volkov family where the only thing they would accept is perfection. Of course her older brothers weren't quite perfect either it seemed they were expected to mess up and act foolish while Sasha could not. Having so much energy would often become a disadvantage to Sasha because most of that energy went to waste. She wanted nothing more then to escape this family and everything they were about. She wanted to live a normal life - or at least what she thought was a normal life.
Growing up she learned how to work her way around the rules always making up excuses as to why she had messed up. It seemed to be a routine with her. She was brave for one thing always willing to try something even if it was risky but at least she knew when to draw the line unlike some others. She knew when to stop the foolishness though some would love to disagree. It was hard being the only daughter in a family because it seemed she had the most pressure on her. She was expected to do so much more then the boys were and she often felt that was unfair. She only wished to have the freedom they did but she wasn't given it so easily. She was a sneaky girl who would do anything to bend the rules. She was often sent home because of what she had done at school though while attending Blair Academy the girl has calmed down quite a bit and lived up to her name just a bit. She was quite popular there and she wasn't really sure why. Was it because she was wealthy or was it because she was pretty or maybe it was actually because she was a nice girl? She highly doubted the last one but spent no time questioning it.
The friendships she had made at Blair Academy would last her through her life and she knew that. She just wished to find a boy who would do the same for her. Yes, she was a hopeless romantic and those who knew her parents before they had moved to L.A. would know where she got it from. A fairy tale romance was what she wished for but she would make due with just someone who would put up with her. It would be nice to have someone who cared for a change. She had been with many guys who led her on saying sweet little lies to get her to follow. She was hopeless when it came to romance. A simple date would be all it took for her to fall head over heels. She didn't like the sneaky rich boys who wanted nothing more then to get her pants. She wanted someone who wasn't perfect and someone who didn't expect her to be perfect - didn't that sound simple enough?
Since she graduated from Blair Academy her personality hasn’t changed much and she’s still that wild and crazy girl everyone knew her for but she’s calmed down a little bit. Now that its her senior year she’s hoping to prove to everyone that she’s finally lived up to her name. Dancing around in her underwear and singing in the shower isn’t something unheard of with the girl and while her parents might act like they are embarrassed of her they love her just for who she is. Most expect her to continue on as a model like her mother but she wants to be on the opposite side of the spectrum – a fashion photographer. It’s something that her Mother just might approve of and Sasha’s hoping to get that.
[/blockquote]
[/size]I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,
*[/size] background story - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]
[/b]? [/ul]
I came from, new york city,
well my father .. ,
coming in at , sixty.
he supported us by , directing and producing movies.
all in all, he's pretty , my father is a great guy but sometimes i think he loses sight of things. my mother and father always wanted the best for me but even they can't see that i'm not living up to everything they planned. i'm tired of attempting to please them these days.[/ul]
onto my mother ,
coming in at , fifty-two.
she helped too, by , modeling and now being on tv.
in the end she's quite , horrible as a mother because obviously she can't seen when her kids want to do something else and when they can't fucking live in their shadow all of their life. i still love my mother but sometimes i wish she'd let me live my own life instead of making me relive hers.[/ul]
and then they had kids ,
then it was time for my own ,
and my one and only pet(s) , lulu and boris the second.
the love life , there was always that one guy that made sasha's heart skip a beat and he went by the name leonardo mancini. he's a heartbreaker and surely known for that thus being why sasha's brother dmitri tried to keep him away from her. things didn't quite work out the way he wanted and they dated for two years and she loved it and him. it all ended because of the problems that were beginning to surface in sasha's life and leo just couldn't handle it.
& the good and the bad,
[/blockquote]
[/size]but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,
*[/size] all about you - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]
[/size] hello, I'm melissa[/color]. I play sasha volkov[/color] and her playmates, amarie brenton[/color]. I myself have seen seventeen [/color]summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in central time zone.[/color]. I've been in this part of town for three years or more [/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that alexa[/color] told me about this island resort? she's a gorgeous thing. stalk me? well, my aim is so melissaa[/color], my msn's plasticapples@live.com[/color], and my email's freakout.melissa@gmail.com[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !"[/size]
*
please see amarie brenton's application.
[/blockquote]
