Post by cordelia faust on Jul 28, 2008 16:43:02 GMT -5
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You pretend youre bored
You pretend youre anything
Just to be adored
And what you need
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[/size]Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,
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hello, the name's, cordelia anastasia faust
but people tend to call me, cordy
I turned , nineteen
on , january 1st
so that means I've been ( attending / living ), fidm
when the days over i like me some , boys
[/color][/font][/size]I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,
*[/size] skin deep - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]
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well, my hair is, brown, with auburn highlights
and I love my eyes, they're, green
and my skin colors this really cool, pale as milk
mainly because I'm , french, dutch
I measure up to , 5'6
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , 105
but it's kind of cool that I have , penetrating eyes, pale smooth skin, seductive lips
and my style blows yours away , high fashion, i wouldn't be caught dead wearing something from target
so over - all ,
Cordelia Faust, daughter of Bartholomew Faust, fashion designer. With just a glance at cordelia, people get the idea she is just another popular girl, one who wears clothes that are way too expensive and you will be right. But she has no need to spend hours at the shopping mall, since the clothes will usually come to her. The girl is nothing less than stunning, her features are very delicate, just like her mother, a woman made famous for her looks
EYES
Perhaps the most amazing of her features are the gorgeous green eyes . People always say that your eyes are the window to your soul and that's almost true with Cordelia. They can't hide her true feelings, which makes it difficult for her to tell a lie...her eyes always give her away. she tries not to wear too much make up around them, as she prefers the natural look, but often times her green orbs will be surrounded by a thick layer of black eye liner.
HAIR
She was blessed with thick, dark, locks. Her hair has plenty of natural shine to it signifying that it is also very soft and silky. The natural color of her hair is chocolate brown, but there are moments where you can see shades of auburn in them, all depending on how the light hits it. Her hair is straight, too straight for her liking at times. thankfully, her hair is very flexible and she can easily give it the volume she needs
MOUTH
Soft and silky, a pink fleshy tone to it. Her mouth always looks fresh and lively, very endearing. it fits perfectly with the rest of her features, even when she believes otherwise. She thinks her smile is to wide, and she hates the dimples that appear on each side of her cheeks. cordy's teeth are perfectly aligned and they have a white marble color to them
WEIGHT & HEIGHT
The girl has a great insecurity with her figure, and this has to do with the fact that she was once overweight. Living with anorexia for three years have caused her body to change, and now she looks too skinny, at least in her friends opinion. Her mother still pushes her to looks her best and she still feels like that little fat girl everyone used to tease. As for her height, she is about five feet six inches, Cordy is taller than some girls her age. Still, not model material, yet another thing that about her that makes her mother disappointed. She has never been interesting in modeling, but she does want to follow her father's footsteps and be involved in design
CLOTHES
The clothing she can often be found sporting is always some fancy designer, mostly her father's. There are times when the girl loves to feel comfortable and would prefer to wear jeans and a t-shirt, still from some expensive brand. She will often wear expensive dresses, and look pretty high fashion...the pride and joy of the Faust house of fashion
but people say I look like , mitchelle trachtenberg
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[/size]but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,
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[/i][/size][/color] because, i like to be the one in charge
I love,
herself
her family
her friends
money
clothes
shopping
chocolate
ice cream
funny movies
good music
italian food
italian guys
sex
dancing
drinking
trying everything once
getting her way
being right all the time
but I really despise,
her family
loneliness
vulnerability
failure
crying
being told what to do
poor people
ugly clothes
stupid movies
ugly guys
bad sex
crappy weather
lame songs
poorly made drinks
I personally think I'm pretty good at,
smart
talented
determined
fun
great in bed
a natural born liar
though I should really work on ,
anything to do with relationships,
her anorexia
addictive personality
men
people tend to tell me I'm ,
manipulative[/font] because, i like to get my way no matter the cost
shallow[/font] because, beauty is everything [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm ,
cordy, she is quiet the pistol that one. let's start by saying that she is not a good person. she is a backstabbing, cunniving , deceitful bitch. the only person she truly cares for is herself, which is not saying much. she loves herself and would do anything to get her way, no matter who she has to run over to get it. she is a master in the arts of manipulation and has a degree on lying her ass off. don't let that cute innocent smile fool you, she is a two faced harpy. she only cares about herself, what makes her happy, how things could work for her, how to manipulate people to do what she wants them to do...it's all about her..she is all that matters
ok, so by now you might think cordy is some kind of monster, right? a heartless twat? maybe, but she is not...she is human after all. to her friends and the people in her world, she is actually loyal and she would do anything for them, but she will always expect something in return. she never does something out of the goodness of her heart. she does cry, there are tears inside her, but they rarely see the light of day. you will never she her broken down or vulnerable. if she cries, she does it alone where no one can see her. you can call her a whore, because yes, she does sleep around. but she does have standards. after all, the girl is incredibly shallow and would never go down with a guy who doesn't look a certain way or doesn't carry a certain amount of change in his pocket. of course, she can easily make an exception, specially if it will get her somewhere.
she has a very addictive personality, she can't have anything inn moderation, including alcohol, drugs and sex. partying is a very important part of her life, and has been doing so since she was thirteen. this came easy, since she had access to any club she wanted thanks to daddy and of course, her platinum card. when she is drunk or high, she is extremely reckless, she drives when she is wasted and if you tried taking the keys from her hand she would probably scratch your face off. nobody touches her damn car keys!
cordy may act confident, but in reality she is very insecure. suffering from anorexia for three years, and still she looks in the mirror and sees that overweight fat piece of sit she used to hate. she is loud, blunt and in your face. if she doesn't like you, you will be the first to know. oh, but she can be a little hypocrite if she knows that it will get her somewhere. hot headed and stubborn, very easily irritated, and the girl knows how to hold a grudge. if you get on her bad side, she will make sure you regret it. if you have a secret, make sure this girl never hears it, cause she will use it against you. it doesn't matter if you are her closest friend, at some point, cordelia will stab you in the back, its just who she is
she wasn't always like this. there was a time in her life when she was sweet and loving, but those days are forever gone. deep down though, lies a scared and fragile little girl, someone who wants to be loved and accepted for who she is. she does regret acting the way she does sometimes and she often hates herself for it. cordy may act like she doesn't give a damn, but she is not happy. happiness for her comes in small doses. she does want to change, but she feels that it's too late to do that now.
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[/size]I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,
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I came from, new york city
well my father .. ,
coming in at , 42
he supported us by , fashion designer
all in all, he's pretty , my father gives me what i want, im his little girl. of all the people in my life, my father is probably the person i care for the most, or at all[/ul]
onto my mother ,
coming in at , 36
she helped too, by , ex fashion model
in the end she's quite , my mom is the biggest bitch i know, and coming from me that's saying something[/ul]
and then they had kids ,
then it was time for my own ,
and my one and only pet(s) ,a yorki named versaci
the love life ,i don't do relationships, love is a clique or something that you only see in movies or those stupid shows on television. my relationship with men are mostly sexual, that's the only thing they are good for, that and paying for drinks
& the good and the bad, bartholomew fasut created an empire, a fashion empire. He started with absolutely nothing and climbed his way to the top with his raw talent and creative eye. The guy always dreamt of becoming a well known fashion designer, and he got his dream. Not only that, but he fell in love with a beautiful woman named Patricia Simone, an french model living in New York. She was 19 and he was 25 years old when they got married. Soon enough, the couple was blessed with a beautiful daughter, who they named cordelia. Sweet cordelia was born in New York City, the only child of patricia and bart faust. The girl was blessed to be born in a house where she could get everything she wanted, and of course, being the only daughter of the couple, she was spoiled. cordelia was daddy's little girl, his pride and joy. Her relationship with her mother was another story. The woman demanded to much from the girl from an early age. She had tutors for everything and she hardly had any chance to breath or be a kid.
Being in the spotlight was not easy for cordy, specially since she was seen as the chubby one and the weird looking one. for the longest time during her childhood, people would confuse her for a boy. her mother would dress her in pretty outfits and dresses, but she just looked awkward and completely out of place. The girl always felt like she didn't belong and for the longest time she though she had been adopted. Her parents loved her still, but her mother would pressure her to get on a diet and be very hurtful with the things she said. She never meant to hurt the little girl's feelings, but she did and this created even more self esteem issues. People would be constantly teased about her appearance, they would come up to her asking "why are you so different from your family?" or "you don't looks like your mother, are you adopted?" she tried her best to seem tough and pretend that none of this was getting to her, but she would cry herself to sleep at night. School was hard on the girl, she didn't have many friends and she spent most of her time reading in the library, mostly to avoid everyone else.
Cordelia found refuge in her studies, and there was a point in her life that she was an excellent student, getting straight a's. this was mostly to make her mother proud, but it didn't work. nothing she ever did was good enough because the most important thing for her was not how smart she was or how talented her daughter was, but how beautiful people thought she was. the woman was incredibly shallow, still is. all this pressure was starting to take a toll on the girl and little by little she became more and more withdrawn. cordy had no one to talk to and there was a point in her life where she did consider running away from home, but where would she go?
Once high school started, things changed. this was the beginning of her on going battle with anorexia, this is where the monster was born. Slowly, she started to watch what she ate, counting calories, skipping meals entirely. You can say her mother had a lot to do with this, since it was her who teased her more than any other person in her life and the one to put her on a diet when she was only eleven years old. When she turned 13 she had her first hospital visit, the girl almost died but what worried her the most were appearances. this was the reason why they left New York and moved to California. Even though she was staring to look thinner, it was not enough for her. every time she would stare at her reflection on the mirror, she would see the same chubby girl everyone made fun of. she hated that girl and swore to herself she would never be anyone's victim ever again. she was forgetting one thing though, that she was still a victim. She can't seem to control her eating disorder, she tells herself that everything is alright but deep down she knows she needs help and fast.
high school in california was different, she got out of her shell and became the social butterfly she is today. but she started to change and became extremely bitter, controlling and very manipulative. she started drinking from a very young age, and doing all kinds of drugs. her drug of choice is cocaine, but she uses it as a recreational thing, not an every day thing. after being raped in the parking lot of a club, cordelia started sleeping around. some girls refuse to have sex and hide from it after such a traumatic experience, but cordelia did the opposite. she embraced the little whore that lived inside her and decided to set her free.
after graduating from blair, she started attending fidm, and follow in his father's footsteps. she hated the idea and actually expected her father to just welcome her with open arms at his fashion house, but he thought it would be good for her to learn a few things, go to school and get a degree first. she was pissed, but what was a girl supposed to do? she was not going to say no to daddy, that would mean saying goodbye to all that luxury she was so used to having
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[/size]but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,
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[/size] hello, I'm gabster[/color]. I play cordelia faust[/color] and his/her playmates, rhys horowitz and jasmine horowitz[/color]. I myself have seen eighteen [/color]summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in pacific[/color]. I've been in this part of town for five[/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that the tooth fairy[/color] told me about this island resort? he/she's a gorgeous thing. stalk me? well, my aim is AIMs/nifapplicable[/color], my msn's MSNs/nifapplicable[/color], and my email's EMAILs/nifapplicable[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !"[/size]
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see rhys horowitz
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