Post by callum beauchamp on Aug 14, 2008 11:49:14 GMT -5
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i used to make my parents proud.
i was the glue that kept my friends together,
now they don't talk and we don't go out.
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[/size]Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,
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hello, the name's, callum beauchamp
but people tend to call me, none.
I turned , twenty
on , march twenty ninth
so that means I've been ( attending / living ), usc.
when the days over i like me some , hetero.
[/color][/font][/size]I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,
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well, my hair is, Callum’s hair has always been a source of controversy. Not really for Callum because he is not one to really care about the color of his hair, but for others it becomes a hot topic when he fills out the questions about hair color on surveys. Callum’s hair is not one specific color, like many people’s hair. The sun has a lot to do with it. When the suns rays hit his hair at the right angle on a certain lock of hair, it looks reddish but then once the sun hides behind the clouds, his hair looks brown. Instead of writing that down every time he fills out something that requires hair color, he writes dark blond, simply because his mother has always told him that was the color of his hair. As fair as hair type, it is wavy. It is not unscrupulous to the comb however, as Callum tries to take the brush to his bed hair every morning so that it becomes straight and hangs limply just at his eyebrows.
and I love my eyes, they're, Luckily for the family, Callum is not the only member to have blue eyes otherwise there might have been a small controversy of paternity of him even though he knows that it is rare, but possible, for a couple to have a child with blue eyes if everyone in the family has brown. No need to worry though, everyone in his family before him had one the senior superlative for best eyes. The light blue eyes that Callum inherited will most likely not win him any superlative, but they are still as light blue as his siblings. A darker blue ring outlines his eye as if he colored his eye in light blue. Other than that, he finds his eyes to be rather boring. America’s Next Top Model would be pretty upset with him because he is neither intense with his eyes nor is he sexy with them. He just uses them to see.
and my skin colors this really cool, shade of skin
mainly because I'm , english.
I measure up to , 5'11.5"
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , 140 lbs
but it's kind of cool that I have , idk.
and my style blows yours away , anything, really.
so over - all , over all description, 500 + words.
but people say I look like , marcus hedbrandh.
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[/size]but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,
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[/i][/size][/color] because, i can't say no.
I love, girls, big cities, cigarettes, rum&coke, the occasional blunt, new clothes, exploration, psychology, music, in the ear headphones, vinyl, apple computers, life, the truth, dreams, hotel parties, stupid horror movies, ketchup, travel, laughter
but I really despise, rumors, lies, false pretenses, stereotypes, onions, reality television, seafood, dirty laundry, traffic, sprite, orange juice, hairy people, new shoes, pencils, polka dots, waiting, healthy cereals, sports, mustard, school
I personally think I'm pretty good at, listening, sarcasm, mumbling,
though I should really work on , impatient, guarded
people tend to tell me I'm ,
a lush[/font] because, i like to drink
kind[/font] because, i'm nice [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm , Callum has always been the type of kid to keep his guard up at all times. When he was younger and he fell, he would tell you that he was fine even though you could see the tears welling up by his blue eyes. He never liked for people to see him show any emotion, especially sadness even though he does not hide it well. Instead, he insists that he is fine and that he is ‘just peachy’. Lately though, the wall around Callum as grown thicker and taller which is not completely his fault, if it were not for the rumors he would always just be the guy that did not like to cry. Now though, the wall has expanded to not allowing people to get to know him at all. The logical sense would be to let people in so that they would see that he is a good guy and not a drug addict, but logic has never been Callum’s forte. He believes that if he allows people in that they would just end up hurting him even more by finding more ways to dislike him. He lost the majority of his friends when he came back because they did not believe him. He is afraid of rejection.
Humor is Callum’s number one defense mechanism and number one way to deal with stress. He has never been one to deal with stress properly. Pointing out what is funny about the situation or ironic allows for Callum to step out of the situation for just a second and tolerate it. It makes the uncomfortable feel of the situation take a back seat, just for a second, so that he could have a small smile on his face. Sarcasm also plays a part in the situation. Callum is a very sarcastic person and even though he will tell you he does not do it intentionally, he unconsciously does. When he says something hurtful, it puts the person who is the butt of the joke one step below him and just putting another foot of distance between Callum and whatever else he wants to hide from.
Although Callum will play up the hard act, he is not as rough around the edges as he would like everyone to believe. He is a genuine person, genuinely nice guy. Callum is not the type to be nice to get into anyone’s pants though he doubted if he actually did that, that it would work now that he appears to be the biggest turnoff in the state. He would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it due to the fact that he likes to take care of people. Callum would rather help someone than help himself. He does not really take care of his own emotions, it is easier for Callum to help people with their own instead of facing himself in the mirror. Along the same line, he can be the romantic type if he lets you in that far. Callum is not the type to just go for the dinner and the movies; he likes to go all out on dates that include renting out a planetarium and having a picnic.
Every child’s parents always say how smart there child is, especially after the first report card comes home. Callum’s parents, when his parents bragged about him, always mentioned how good of a crayon user he was and how he managed to stay inside the lines when coloring in a coloring book. School never has been Callum’s forte ever since he first started back in the days of kindergarten. He was the last one to grasp the concept of addition; he still has to use his fingers every now and then to get the correct answer, though he likes to keep that beneath the desk as it is extremely embarrassing to still have difficulty adding in the eleventh grade. Reading has never come easy to Callum like playing video games had. He can read and he does not have dyslexia or any other reading disability, it just takes him longer to read. When he has to read in front of the class, it is as bad as if he was pantsed in the middle of the cafeteria, it is death to him. All of this does not come from a lack of trying, because Callum does work his behind off. He is unable to grasp the concepts.
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[/size]I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,
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I came from, london, england
well my father .. ,
coming in at , fifty - three
he supported us by , neurosurgeon
all in all, he's pretty , bad.[/ul]
onto my mother ,
coming in at , fifty
she helped too, by , teacher
in the end she's quite , cool.[/ul]
and then they had kids ,
liam - twenty three.[/ul]
then it was time for my own ,
and my one and only pet(s) , none
the love life , nothing too important.
& the good and the bad,The Beauchamp’s always wanted to have a big family for two reasons with one reason being more outspoken than the other. For one, Karen loved children and she had always been planning to have a big family and having a neurosurgeon for a husband gave her the financial stability to have a big family. However, the underlying reason for having a big family was the hope that it would keep the family together. Although being a neurosurgeon gave the family stability for the rest of each member’s life, the cost was an absentee father. Each time another kid was born, it was another chance for Patrick to be more active in the family’s life. It never really worked; he always was in the office and always missed dinner. When Callum was born on March twenty-ninth, it was the last chance for the neurosurgeon turned father to play an active role in one of his child’s life.
Again, nothing changed. As much as his wife begged and as much as Callum cried, his father was still never there. Even when Callum cried because his dad missed his third birthday, he still was not there to ride the ponies with him on his fourth birthday. Eventually, it became routine for Callum to not see his father at all on some days. He soon became used to this lifestyle and began to tell people that he only had a mother. His older brothers were never that much older than him were his new found fathers. If he needed to learn how to ride a bike without training wheels, his brothers taught him how to ride even though that was one of those father-son moments in life. His mother would always try to tell him that his father loved him, she would even sign the birthday cards with Patrick’s name on them, but Callum never listened to her when these talks came on. When he was still in his younger days, he would ignore her and play with his toys but as he grew up he would make sarcastic comments after ever sentence that his mother made about how much his father cared for him.
Trouble seemed to become Callum’s name as he grew up and began to grow through puberty. He was always either grounded for his smart ass comments or because he failed another test. Although he had his own television and computer in his room, he rarely ever saw them because as soon as they were put back in his room for being ungrounded, they were taken away again as quickly as they came. His father was always the one to punish him, even though his father was never there and never had the right to punish him. Yes, Callum knew that his mouth was getting him in more trouble than it was worth and that he should just shut up for once but it was as if he had diarrhea of the mouth. He cannot keep the remarks to himself. The bad grades were not his fault though and if his father had been present he would have known that. Tutors were constantly in the Beauchamp household and they were always for Callum. He studied his ass off to get good grades, but regardless of what he did, he still failed. His father only saw the bad grades, not how hard Callum worked.
Callum never completely failed classes; c’s and d’s were always his average until the tenth grade. Suddenly, it seemed as if the work load had doubled in hardness and length. Callum completely drowned in the work. He completely failed the entire year and his parents, namely his father, thought that he needed to get away from the fast paced lifestyle. Callum was sent away to an all boys’ boarding school to get his grades up and pass the tenth grade. His father was quick to snip the ‘problem’ in the butt; Callum never got to say goodbye. He disappeared and the rumors began. Apparently, because Callum had no recollection of this, he was a meth addicted dealer that had been busted by the cops and sent to a rehabilitation center. Of course, this was the farthest thing from the truth, but rumors are not a force to be reckoned with, especially around here. As many times as he tried to convince people that he was not addicted to meth ever, the more people pushed him into outcast society. The farther he was pushed into oblivion, the less he saw of the people he once considered to be friends.
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[/size]but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,
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[/size] hello, I'm matt[/color]. I play callum[/color] and his/her playmates, atticus[/color]. I myself have seen fifteen [/color]summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in eastern[/color]. I've been in this part of town for too long[/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that idk[/color] told me about this island resort? he/she's a gorgeous thing. stalk me? well, my aim is AIMs/nifapplicable[/color], my msn's MSNs/nifapplicable[/color], and my email's EMAILs/nifapplicable[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !"[/size]
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see atticus.
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