nothin good about goodbye . - not done.

[jessicaa]

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[/size]sippin' whiskey out the bottle ,
not thinkin' 'bout tomorrow .
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Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,

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hello, the name's, paxton amerie cooper.
but people tend to call me, pax.
I turned , twenty-two.
on , april 4th.
so that means I've been attending ), ucla
when the days over i like me some , boys.

I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,

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[/i][/size][/color][/ul][/font]
well, my hair is, brunette.
and I love my eyes, they're, brown.
and my skin colors this really cool, tan.
mainly because I'm , canadian & irish.
I measure up to , 5'3.
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , 114.
but it's kind of cool that I have , a birthmark on my stomach.
and my style blows yours away , vintage & bohemian & whatever she feels like, pretty much. c:
so over - all , ik, ik. 500 words. D:
but people say I look like , shenae grimes.
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but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,

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I love, texting, shopping, friends, family, living in cali, new york, traveling, her cell phone, myspace, parties, IMing, her ipod, music, dancing, designer clothes, high heels, causing trouble, summer, concerts, history, being legal, flirting, money, bubble gum, being herself, the beach.
but I really despise, jerks, bitches, being told 'no', kids, drunken nights, winter, reading, authority, disrespectful people, poor people, being bored, chicken, brocolli, the rain, being cold, feeling alone.
I personally think I'm pretty good at, dancing , getting what she wants , her studies.
though I should really work on , boys , my relationship with my father , being bitchy .
people tend to tell me I'm ,

[/i][/size][/color] because, i almost always get what i want.
sweet[/font] because, im friends with almost everyone.
an elitist[/font] because, because i think people with no money are beneath me. [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm ,

• sweet.
  
• manipulative.
  
• cunning.
  
• elitist.
  
• nosy.
  
• self-centered.
  
• concerned.
  
• kid at heart.
  
• nerd.
  
• wild child.
  
• alcoholic.
  
• forgetful.
  
• liar.
  
• tease.
  
• conceited.
  
• spoiled.
  
• depressed.
  
• regretful.
  
• heartbroken.
  
• rae, this is killing me. [:
  
• actress.
  
• smart.
  
• talented.
  
• obsessive.
  
• revengeful.

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I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,

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^*[/size] background story - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]

I came from, newport beach, california.

[/b]? [/ul]
well my father .. ,

[/b][/size][/font][/color] james "jimmy" cooper.
coming in at , 50.
he supported us by ,
financial planner.
all in all, he's pretty , shady.[/ul]
onto my mother ,

[/b][/size][/font][/color] julie cooper.
coming in at , 49.
she helped too, by , business CEO.
in the end she's quite , the better parent.[/ul]
and then they had kids ,

[/b][/size][/font][/color] my twin , _____cooper , twenty - two.[/ul]
then it was time for my own ,

[/b][/size][/font][/color] yeah right.[/ul]
and my one and only pet(s) , none.
the love life , nathan easton. - met when she was a freshman at blair, he was a sophomore. dated until end of her sophomore year, when she caught him cheating on her at a prom after-party. haven't talked since, though she's still in love with him.
-- other random flings & short relationships.
& the good and the bad,

• mother, julie, was born into a poor family. dreamt of living the good life.
  
• met jimmy when she was twenty-five, left then boyfriend for him.
  
• the two married, got pregnant with paxton & ____ when she was twenty six & he was twenty-seven.
  
• they were born on april 4th.
  
• grew up in newport beach.
  
• throughout elementary school & middle school, made straight A's.
  
• freshman year, she met nathan easton. they started dating, her grades went downhill.
  
• she started drinking, & using drugs occasionally.
  
• her parents began worrying about her, tried to reach out to her.
  
• her father was caught stealing money from his clients, her mother filed for divorce.
  
• this pushed paxton further away, causing her to rebel even more.
  
• during her sophomore year, she went to nathan's junior prom with him.
  
• she caught him cheating with a girl at an after-party. she broke up with him.
  
• she becomes extremely depressed, withdrawing from everyone, drinking and using drugs worse than ever.
  
• mother julie finally gets to her, convincing her to go to rehab.
  
• when she gets back, she makes completely new friends, and finally catches up to everyone in her grade.
  
• graduates saluditorian of her class.
  
• takes a year off to fix relationship with her mother.
  
• finally decides to attend UCLA, majoring in journalism.

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but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,

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^*[/size] all about you - - - - - [/blockquote][/right]

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[/size] hello, I'm jess[/color]. I play paxton cooper, obvz[/color] and his/her playmates, soon to be maddie barton[/color]. I myself have seen fifteen [/color]summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in central[/color]. I've been in this part of town for four[/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that rae / alexa / amber / a bunch of other people that sent me the link[/color] told me about this island resort? they're a gorgeous thing. stalk me? well, my aim is ---[/color], my msn's [e-mail][/color], and my email's ---[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !^"[/size]

you know how i do !

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