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[aubrey jarrett.]

aubrey lailah.
-----I UNDRESS MY MIND AND DARE YOU TO FOLLOW .

Life had been amazing for Aubrey Lailah Jarrett recently. It had been slow starting up her life in America, and for months she’d been homesick for her native country of Australia. Still, all of the people she knew in the US of A, except for one, didn’t know the full reasons of why she’d even came here in the first place. Back in her homeland, she’d been a troubled girl. Many of the guys and girls she’d met at Blair Academy had thought she was just your average, slightly spoiled teenage girl. She was a model, and a few people had saw her on billboards around Los Angeles advertising bras and other items of lingerie from Victoria’s Secret. She’d settled into life though, made some friends, been clubbing a few times but on the line of love nothing seemed to be on the horizon. The most intimate she got in just over six months was making out with a guy in a club whilst a little drunk. In fact, she’d just started to give up on any chance of a relationship until an instant message conversation with a male named Micah Jaeger. He’d been homeless for a night, and she’d offered him a bed, turned out she meant her bed and despite knowing him she, disgustingly easily, let him – for lack of better description – fuck her till she was numb. Thinking back to those first couple of weeks of knowing him, she was embarrassed by the though of just how simply she’d left him inside her. But, there was a sudden twist of events when she realized, she was starting to feel more and more strongly for him.

Never before did Aubrey think that when she came to America, she’d find someone that was actually going to make her fall in love. Especially not a man like Micah. It would have been prejudice, of course, but he wasn’t her type. He was her type physically but he was a father, she’d been seventeen at the time. Soon enough though, she’d told him her biggest secret about the reason she’d came here, not to pursue a modelling career like more though, but to further rehabilitate herself away from her old friends, the friends that had led supposedly innocent Aubrey to developing a heroin addiction. She found herself not caring that Micah was a father, and more loving that he was good father. She was so smitten over him. That had been around a year ago now, and Aubrey was approaching her nineteenth birthday, and instead of leaving America for Australia when she turned eighteen, she’d found herself convincing her parents to allow her to stay. She’d took things slow with Micah, they’d not really gotten together per se, even though she’d been steadily falling for him this entire time. They went on dates, for meals, to the cinema, to the beach. There was once when she’d told him to pulled over the car, dragged him up a high hill and lay down on the top to watch shooting stars with him, they’d kissed slowly and she’d savoured every minute of it, wishing on every star that she wouldn’t lose him.

She had so many amazing memories with him, already, and she loved the fact that after all this time they’d still resisted sleeping with one another. She was doing things properly, she even felt somewhat like a virgin when she though about being with him, the most sexual they’d been in this year was when they’d gone down on one another. And somehow even that made her fall harder. All other times they ended up in bed together, was not to have sex, but instead to hold one another. She couldn’t explain the rush when she’d wake up in the middle of the night or in the morning and see him lying next to her. She’d snuggle into his chest and breathe in the faint scent of the cologne he wore and she’d close her eyes in pure ecstasy, those are the moments she now treasured, the moments that made her feel so blissful. Aubrey adored the feeling of his strong, muscular arms around her, making her feel so safe and the deepness of his blue eyes. The thought of it made her shudder. There was no doubt in it, she was crazy for him and she was loving every second of it, hoping he’d be the one to make her feel like this for as long as she lived. Even now, talking to him on msn messenger, she could feel her heart pounding in her chest. She arranged to go around to his place, so when she signed off she freshened up a little, picking out some clothes. Even though she wanted to look nice for him, she was only going to his place and she didn’t want to wear anything too extravagant. It was only going to be him, her and Kylee.

Aubrey had been so scared of meeting Kylee but the little girl actually ended up being a real sweetheart. Aubrey did her hair and make up and girly stuff like that, and the two had really bonded. Sometimes, Aubrey felt scared of becoming like a mother to Kylee, because she was unsure of how Micah would react to it. It made it harder to try and impress Micah, because she also had to impress his little girl, thankfully the girl had taken to Aubrey instantly. So, the need to impress the pair of them one hundred percent was lessened and she actually started to feel quite comfortable around the pair of them together. She didn’t know how tonight would pan out, though – hopefully well. She slipped on her chosen outfit and glanced at herself in the full length, large mirror that hung in the hallway of the apartment. She looked glamorous, actually, even though she had been attempting a casual look. But it worked, and she was happy with her outer appearance. Like any other time she went out with Micah, she was nervous and she chewed gently on her thumbnail, a nervous habit she seemed to have. She giggled softly to herself when she looked at her perfect; French manicured nails – which some believed to be fake – and though of the pain and damage they’d inflicted on Micah’s back all of those times. Some of the pleasure scratches she’d left had cut so deep they’d left a little scar. She felt bad about it, but it still amused her to no end.

She grabbed her keys and head out. The eighteen year old had still not invested in a car and she walked everywhere. To the university she attended with Micah, where they’d had countless fumbles in empty classrooms, to the shopping district, to and from the grocery store and to Micah’s house. It didn’t take her all that long to get there, and she checked the time on her cell phone, to make sure she wasn’t too early or too late. She found she was perfectly on time. She rang the doorbell and stood back, smoothing her shirt down and biting her lip gently. You would think that after all this time she wouldn’t still be nervous about seeing him. As he opened the door she flashed him a smile, pearly white teeth on show, dimples in her cheeks like always. She stepped inside and hugged him, inhaling the aromas coming from the kitchen. Her arms moved around his neck and she kissed him for a moment, before hugging him. “Smells good.” She admitted, moving further inside the house. Kylee was sat in the living room, and as soon as she saw the guest she jumped to her feet and gave her a hug. Aubrey stroked the little girls hair and greeted her. She then issued her dad and Aubrey into the kitchen for their meal. Their food went down a treat and the dinner was accompanied by some chitchat about their days and the likes. Kylee trying to be like the grown ups, making Aubrey giggle. As they finished off their food, Kylee ran from the room to clean herself up, and Aubrey helped Micah load the dishes into the dishwasher. “That was really lovely.” She said, in an almost bashful tone, looking directly at him.

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[micah jaeger]

MICAHKELANJAEGER
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- - - - - - Not once in his entire life had Micah ever imagined feeling such happiness as that which he’d been feeling in the past year since starting to date Aubrey Jarrett. The first month or two that Micah had known her, they were supposed to have been completely casual. Really, only the first week or so had been that way. He wasn’t even sure if he could entirely claim that with any certainty. The reason was because he felt as though there had always been something there, even that very first night he had met her. He may not have realized it at the time, but somewhere deep down inside, he’d known Aubrey was special. Without even realizing it until later, he’d made the choice to stop seeing other women. He could have continued his other casual hookups with a clear conscious. Only problem was, it really wouldn’t have been clear. Even if they’d both agreed they were casual and still free to see others, he honestly just hadn’t wanted to. She was far too amazing to him and it had felt wrong to even think of getting with anyone else. It took a few more weeks of feeling confused about his feelings - while they’d still continued their almost daily fucking - before he’d made any sense of emotions that had been eating at him. It was then that he’d made the suggestion to Aubrey that they take a few steps back with their relationship. She deserved so much more than a guy who had basically only cared about getting laid with her. He had to show her that he wasn’t only into her for the sex. He’d come to see her as such an incredible girl, one he could never have even thought up himself. She was just so incredibly perfect to him. So, he’d asked her on an actual date and things had just taken off from there, soon turning into some serious dating, but still refraining from having sex. As crazy as it sounded for a guy like Micah - given his reputation - he wanted to make it special for them whenever they did decide to sleep together again.

- - - - - - Micah didn’t really know what she saw in him, just because that was generally a problem he had whenever something good came his way. It was a bad habit that had developed to the point of being tremendously compulsive because of how hid father had treated him while growing up. It wasn’t like there had never been people to see him as more than an asshole scumbag with a bad temper. Something about her though just touched him in a way nobody else could. One look in those stunning blue eyes of hers and something in him changed. Every time she’d look at him with her bright smile, adorable dimples, and loving eyes, he just felt like a better person and he became one. There was nothing like it in the entire world and he loved the way she moved him like that. Granted, he could still be a little more like his old self around certain people, but around her, he felt free almost. All that mattered to him besides taking care of his little girl was being with Aubrey. It had meant a great deal to Micah for her to open up to him and give him a chance in her life. Obviously the fact he was a father could have turned into a bit of an issue, but it had been fairly easy. He tended to worry about things slightly when he found himself thinking about their future. It was hard not to let his mind think what it would be like to marry her, have kids, and just, raise a family. He craved that kind of life and Aubrey just seemed to be born to play the role of his wife. When he thought about such things, he couldn’t imagine anybody else ever filling the part. The reason he worried was because she was a few years younger and it was a lot to ask of someone to raise a child, especially when that child wasn’t even theirs. They got along splendidly though and Micah wanted to let Aubrey know how important she was to them without scaring her off. From what he’d come to know about her though, she was far too amazing of a person to let that get to her.

- - - - - - After a few months of having dated the right way, they had started getting physical again, but never taking it all the way. He’d have waited forever for her to be ready for anything sexual again, buthe had to admit he had been pretty relieved when they’d started exploring the bases closer to home once again. They were no longer about sex though. They hadn’t been for quite some time and it felt so unbelievable to have built their relationship as it was now, on things so much more important than sex. Sleeping in the same bed with her was pure bliss, even without the sex. He adored the way she fit in his arms and he’d take any chance he could get to wrap them around her. She’d snuggle into his chest and he’d rest his cheek against her head, smelling her sweet scent and feeling the soft texture of her hair. There was nothing like it and he there was no way he’d ever let her go. With everything in him he wanted her to be the one for him. He’d never been more sure than he was with her that they were made for each other. He did believe in that sort of thing, but he also believed it was a choice you made. You could choose that person that you wanted for the rest of your life, the one you’d give your everything to and once you made that choice, you were supposed to stick to it no matter what. Micah had a very strong opinion about that sort of thing and what it meant to truly love someone. If he ever made a commitment like marriage, his life would revolve around making his wife happy and having a family with her. It was hard to find someone who felt as strongly as he did about such a thing, and no matter what, he could never actually know for sure, but with Aubrey, he trusted her so completely much to be the kind of girl that felt just as strongly as he did about such things.

- - - - - - The way Kylee and Aubrey had taken to each other had only made Micah love Aubrey even more. She was so amazing with her and he couldn’t have been more thankful for that. It was scary for him to let Aubrey into his life, to capture his heart and make him vulnerable to being hurt more than he cared to think about. Having Kylee made it even more of a fear for him. He knew very well Kylee was becoming attached to Aubrey and even seeing her as a mother figure. It was hard not to worry about how things would work out when his little girl’s heart was in a position to be broken as well. He very much wanted someone to be that role in Kylee’s life, since her real mother had left her behind and she needed a female to look up to. Aubrey would be amazing for the part, but he felt like it was hoping for a lot from her. It was a lot to ask of anyone really, to play a parental role in the life of a child that was not theirs. More and more though, it was becoming something he didn’t find himself worrying about as much. Things were going so well, he just wanted to go with the flow of their relationship and take it easy. The excitement he felt at the thought of what they could have together was hard to contain though.

- - - - - - It had only taken Micah about two hours to drive to the store, shop, and get back to the apartment. He and Kylee put away groceries and he got started right away on making dinner. He was just finishing up when he heard the doorbell, bringing a smile to his lips. There was only one person it would be. Practically sprinting to the door, he opened it and his smile widened even more. She really did just have a way of brightening his day with that beautiful smile. Wrapping his arms around her as she slid hers around his neck, he breathed in deeply, taking in her familiar scent that drove him crazy. Returning the kiss, his tongue mingled with hers for a moment just a little bit, meant to be more sweet and intimate. He’d still not told her the words, “I love you.” He could barely contain it anymore, but he managed, wanting the moment to be just right. “Why thank you,” he said with his charming smirk, “I made your favorite.” He always made sure to remember things she told him like that. Closing the door behind her, they all moved into the kitchen. He pulled out a chair for her, as well as his daughter, being a gentlemen. They all ate, talked, and laughed a lot. His daughter brought out a goofier side of him and so did Aubrey. Together, they got to see that side of him that not many ever had. He could be like a big kid sometimes. Never having gotten to be one while he actually was one, it was a great feeling to be able to be like that, just having fun and not being so damn serious.

- - - - - - Before long, they had finished their meal and while Kylee was washing up the adults took care of cleaning up. He’d have told her to just relax and he’d take care of it, but he liked the way it felt doing them together. Plus, she would have insisted on helping. Rinsing the last dish and putting it in the dishwasher, he put the soap in and started it up. Using a small dish towel to dry his hands, he looked towards her when she spoke, raising an eyebrow with what had to be a slightly mischievous smirk on his lips and gleam in his eyes. Tossing the towel to the side on the counter, he took her hand and twirled her as though they were dancing, bring her body right up against his. Her body was right up against his - her back against his chest and ass against his groin. One hand slid down her side to her lower abdomen, keeping her pressed close to him, restraining himself from slipping his fingers lower, but failing slightly as the tips slid beneath the material of her skirt just a tad. His other hand pulled her hair back on one side so it wasn’t covering her ear. Soft lips hovering close to her ear as he did so, his hand moved smoothly down her slender neck, over her shoulder and down her arm lightly. “I need to tell you something,” he said softly as the hand that had slid down her arm took her hand and spun her back around to face him, pulling her hand up behind his neck before cupping her face in his hand, the one that had been on her stomach now being on her lower back. “And it’s long overdo,” he added, his deep blue eyes gazing into her lighter ones, “Aubrey, I love you.” The words lingered for a brief moment before he spoke again. “No, it’s so much more than that,” he told her, smoothing his thumb along her cheek affectionately as his eyes looked over her features and he smiled with how in awe he was of beauty, “I’m in love with you Aubrey.”

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[aubrey jarrett.]

aubrey lailah.
-----I UNDRESS MY MIND AND DARE YOU TO FOLLOW .

True happiness, she’d always thought, was something overrated and very cliché. There had been a time in her life when she thought one hundred percent happiness existed in the form of a needle, filled with a lukewarm substance to be released into her blood. That was the only thing she could imagine living for. When she had been a child she’d found joy in playing make-believe and pretending she was this, that and the other. She’d always told herself, and everyone else, that happiness was very easy to obtain, just be yourself and don’t let anyone else tell you how to behave or how to act. But Aubrey Jarrett was someone who was starting to lose hope in herself. So far, her teen years hadn’t been ones to celebrate. Apart from the modelling, nothing good had happened to her and she did, on times, feel like a failure. It was hard to believe, but there were times when she felt so awful about herself. She’d expressed this to Micah on one occasion, and she’d told him about how she was tired of being a happy person, because half the time she didn’t feel happy – because of the choices she’d made in life. The drugs and alcohol, even – to an extent – letting him have sex with her so easily and frequently. Aubrey just couldn’t seem to grasp that what had happened was in the past and she had the opportunity to move on now. She’d told him this on the end of one of their dates, she’d ended up getting a little teary eyed but that’s when she’d looked into his eyes and he’d made her feel better, at that moment she believed true happiness existed. It existed with him. And at that moment, she’d successfully fallen in love with him. Now all she needed was courage to tell him, but being old fashioned at heart, she wanted to wait to see if he would tell her that he loved her. The thought of it excited her so much, and although when she told her sister Aubrey was told not to get her hopes up. But, they way she saw it, why would Micah go on continuous dates with her, stop having casual sex with her and actually make an effort if he wasn’t serious about them developing something deep and meaningful - about falling in love.

The first thing that had drw Miss. Jarrett to Mr. Jaeger was his confidence, on that first night when he’d pulled her up close to him, and her skin had felt like it was going to burn right from the bone. She absolutely craved the way he competently touched her, and the way he knew that it drove her crazy. As she’d gotten to know him more, she was attracted to certain traits in his personality. Aubrey was so surprised to find a guy that was amazingly selfless. Selfishness was an unattractive and undesirable trait, but Micah wasn’t like that. He thought about those he cared for before he thought about himself and it was very refreshing to see a decent guy in a world full of arrogance. Over the time she’d known him, she’d picked up things, as you did. From the tales her told her, she’d pieced things together and learned more about him, just as he did her. She didn’t know everything about him yet, even though she’d told him all there was to know. But that didn’t bother her too much, there were secrets that some people preferred to keep hidden and she just needed to give him time before he told her things close to his chest. The last thing he needed was her to keep pushing and pushing for him to tell her every tiny detail about his life. All the mattered to Aubrey is that he’d told her some, he was taking a chance on her, just as she was taking a chance on him. It didn’t bother Aubrey that he was a father, either. Plenty of people had children, and it mattered to her that he was playing a pro active role in his daughters life. Kylee was a special little girl to her too, now. Sometimes, when Aubrey, Micah and the little girl went out it almost felt as if the child was her own. They’d took her too a zoo and Aubrey had found herself panicking occasionally about where the little girl had gone. Aubrey had always wanted to be a mother, and she couldn’t deny that it hadn’t crossed her mind that Micah might be the one she’d start a family with, whom she’d marry and live happily ever after with. And she couldn’t deny, he seemed like the perfect candidate to be her husband.

With Aubrey, came her family. In four days time, Micah was going to meet her parents. That was a big step for any couple and after Aubrey spoke so much about him, her parents and her elder sister were expecting a lot from Micah. Although, she knew they were going to just love him. Her family had been quite surprised to hear that her boyfriend was a father already and he was known as a bit of a loose canon but she’d told them how much she brought out the best in him and he brought out the best in her. Untraditionally, her mother was more difficult to impress than her father although Aubrey was certainly sure that Micah could somehow manage to flatter her, just by being his self. She really hoped everyone liked him though, because she loved him, really loved him, and she couldn’t care it if one of her family members – god forbid all of them – couldn’t stand him. She’d even told her sister about the way they weren’t all about sex, and she’d been overwhelmed, saying to Aubrey that it was difficult to find a man that didn’t think with the brain in his trousers. Although, Aubrey had to admit, she sometimes missed their all night long sessions, the way he could touch her in all the right ways, kiss her in all the right paces. She’d even thought about how amazing their honeymoon would be if they did get married. The thought made her grin, actually. When she’d think about things like that, marriage and the whole caboodle, she’d often hope that he’d be the one and the more time they spent together, having intimate and loving moments, the more she was convinced he was. Never, until recently, had she thought deeply about falling in love and settling down. She’d always imagined being in Australia and when she’d flown to America she’d not even imagined thinking about love, she was going to ‘do her time’ then go home and continue her life, but, truth was, her life was here now, she was happy.

There was always a worry, as with any relationship, that hearts would be broken. But the pressure was really on Aubrey not to mess up, because there wasn’t only Micah’s heart that she’d put in a vulnerable position. By getting so close to Kylee, she’d put that little girls heart on the line. Kylee was motherless, and recently she’d been seeing her father with Aubrey, holding hands and cuddling on the sofa. They tried not to kiss in front of her, just because Aubrey thought it’d make her feel a little awkward. It was important for Aubrey to not patronize Kylee. She remembered, at her age, Aubrey hated people treating her like she was a toddler who couldn’t do anything or think for her self. Aubrey had given Kylee that chance to talk about things she couldn’t really talk about with her dad, or things her dad didn’t really understand; like prettiness issues, clothes, hair and make up and the likes, boys and friends. The child was such an angel, a real delight. She had her off days, where she was a little moody but most other times, she would give Aubz a great big hug as soon as she saw her and would be happy and bouncy. Really, Aubrey would adore to be like a mother to Kylee and she couldn’t imagine starting up her own family and not including her, even if she wasn't biologically hers.

It meant a lot to Aubrey that Micah was so thoughtful, like how she’d mention her favorite things and then he’d do his best to incorporate them into their days together. When there had been a deep summer thunderstorm, he’d remember she didn’t like thunder and lightening and he’d made sure to hold her even closer as they lay in bed. When they’d been eating their dinner, he’d watched the interaction between father and daughter and she’d smiled so much. Micah was so goofy when he wanted to be and it was adorable. God, she loved him. She really wanted to blurt it out over the table, but she restrained herself. When he twirled her and her back was placed firmly against his chest she closed her eyes. They felt so good together and the contours of their bodies fit together with perfection. His fingers dabbled at the rim of her skirt and she bit her lip, she knew he could never resist but she’d be a blatant liar if she said she didn’t want them to slip lower – if she said she didn’t want them to unbutton her skirt and slip it off and for him to take her right there. ‘Stop it, Aubrey.’ She told herself. That’s exactly what he did to her mind, he drove her wild. He fiddled with her hair, his hand smoothed over her neck, shoulder and arm and then he spoke into her ear, and for a second she had an outbreak of goose pimples. He told her she had something to tell her and then she was spun around to face him. One of her hands rested just above his hip, on the side of his stomach. He placed his hand on the side of her face as he told her it was long overdue and she focused her gaze directly onto his. Then she knew, she knew what he was going to say. Her heart rate must have increased by at least fifty beats per minute. When he said those three little words, she felt dizzy, her head was spinning and she gripped his shirt a little to refrain from falling over. “I love you too.” She whispered, her voice seemingly on vacation. She slowly wrapped her arms around his neck and grinned with a mixture of happiness and excitement, letting out a little giggle. Aubrey tilted her head to kiss him softly, her hand moving up to the back of his head, her fingertips gently moving back and forth a small amount, rather relaxingly, as their tongues met. She broke away and smiled, “I love you so much.”

-----CLOSED . micah jaeger.
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[micah jaeger]

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- - - - - - Since meeting Aubrey, Micah’s attitude had continued to improve. He adored how sweet and upbeat she was. It was really good for him to be around her. The way she smiled so much was plenty to make him keep smiling and lets face it, smiling feels good. Constantly having a smile, or at the very least a little grin on his face, always made him feel so damn good that he was much happier. That’s what her smile did to him. When he’d started learning more about her, he’d been a little surprised, but never once had he judged her for her past. If anything, he was even more in awe of who she was in the present because she had overcome who she’d been in the past. He hadn’t known her before, but from what he could gather, things had gotten pretty bad. Yet, here she was. She was doing amazing and because she was doing so well, she actually gave him more hope that he could do so much better than he ever had before.

- - - - - - The night she’d expressed how she didn’t feel happy half the time and had gotten teary-eyed, it made his heart ache for her. Even before then he’d known how much he’d fallen for her, but that was one of those nights that he knew even more just how much she held his heart in her hands. Seeing her hurting like tore at him because when you love someone the way he loved her, their happiness is essential to your own. It she hurt, then he did too. He’d wanted so much to confess his love to her then, but his inner demons had still been just a little too strong for him to overcome. He’d held her close though, cupped her face and turn it so she could look him in the eyes. In doing so, he’d wanted her to see in his eyes how in awe he was of her and how amazing she was. Then he’d put it into words, telling her how much she inspired him, even giving him more courage and strength to do better in all aspects of his life. He’d still not been totally open about his past, but he was getting there. He knew full well he could trust her not to hold things he’d done in the past against him and to be understanding. It was just really hard for him to talk about. He beat himself up so much over the things he’d done and talking about it got him pretty emotional in a way he didn’t like to get, even if he felt totally comfortable with her seeing him like that, he just wasn’t comfortable being like that. Period.

- - - - - - When Aubrey had made the arrangements to stay in America longer, he’d been beyond happy. If she’d have gone back home, he wasn’t sure what he would have done. His heart would have ached for her so much he just knew he’d have been incredibly depressed. He hadn’t asked her to stay though because he felt like it wasn’t his place to do such a thing. One thing he did know, was that if she had left, he was pretty damn sure he’d have followed. At first he wouldn’t have because he’d have been saying goodbye to a lot, but without her, he’d have felt so empty. It wouldn’t have taken long for him to take off to find her in Australia. Hell, he’d have followed her to the end of the earth if necessary. There was just no doubt in his mind that she was the one. They understood each other so well. He couldn’t remember ever having had an actual fight with her because they always talked to each other about everything. She was so easy for him to get along with, something he never could have imagined with anybody. He had always been so difficult and easily angered, but with her it was the complete opposite somehow. It had to do with his daughter as well, but Aubrey made it feel easier and more natural for him. Giddy was a rather silly feeling emotion. He wasn’t used to it and she made him feel it all the time. It was like overwhelming joy where you felt like you could burst from just how happy you were.

- - - - - - Micah really wasn’t like most guys. He still very much did think with his lower brain, but all he had to do was use some self control to not do it so much and not act on it. It had taken a great deal of restraint the past year he’d spent with her. He was constantly tempted by her. Every time they were in bed together and with certain clothes she’d wear that would show off just enough or even if they didn’t show anything the way they’d fit her body showed off her curves perfectly. He’d already seen her naked and it wasn’t hard to remember. With how things had gone those first two months, he actually knew her entire body quite well. He felt bad about how they had started out with everything being about sex, but he didn’t regret it at all. It didn’t change his opinion of her in anyway and he’d loved being with her. Plus, he probably would have kept sleeping with other women if they’d only started out as friends. By starting out as friends with benefits, as messed up as it was, he’d had no need to see other women. This way, he’d stopped sleeping around basically since he met her. He couldn’t help but still feel bad about it sometimes though because he knew how she felt about it. The fact that it upset her when she thought about easy she’d made it for him, it just made him feel like a complete ass. He really hoped that she could get past that. His suggestion they take a few steps back in the relationship had been with the intention of showing her that he cared about her for so much more. He wanted so much more and he wanted it with her.

- - - - - - The way she responded to his touches easily told him how much she loved it and he loved that he had that affect on her. It was hard not to think about how much he’d love to lift her skirt give it to her, but it wasn’t that hard to not act on it. After all, his daughter was just in the other room and it would be wrong knowing she could return at any moment. As soon as he’d told her he loved her, that he was in love with her, he heart just about stopped in that moment as he waited for her response. He was completely offering up his heart to her and what she did with it was anybody’s guess. He knew what he wanted her to say, but he wasn’t expecting anything. Whether she was truly and completely his or not, he was hers. She had him entirely in the palm of her hand to do with as she pleased and it scared the shit out of him. He’d been hurt so much in the past and his natural feeling was to expect to be disappointed. All of that disappeared the moment he heard her speak. Lips curled into a broad smile as she was wrapping her arms around his neck. They kissed and his heart was racing like it was going to pounds it’s way out of his chest. The way her fingers felt against his scalp drove him crazy. The level of excitement and pure joy he felt was unreal. His hands had found their place on her hips and as she pulled away from their kiss, he opened his eyes slowly to look into hers once more, hearing her words again. Smile immediately returning to his face, he lifted her up, setting her on the counter. Hearing the shower start running, he grinned. Kylee had started the shower, obviously getting ready for bed like she did every night which she usually always took about a half an hour shower. He wanted so badly to make love to Aubrey. His body ached for her so incredibly much.

- - - - - - Kissing her once again, it became a little more passionate without losing that slow intimacy. One hand moved to the side of her neck as he moved the other to slide his fingertips lightly up her calf. Gripping her leg gently, his fingers wrapped behind her knee, he slid his other hand smoothly down her chest, caressing her breast on its way down her stomach and thigh to grip the other leg in the same place as his hand on her other leg. Gently pushing her legs open, his smooth, strong hands slid along her thighs, pushing the material of her skirt up. Breaking their kiss, his lips found there way down her slender neck, kissing her down to her collar bone. After sliding her panties off, one hand returned to her thigh, smoothly moving more inward to caress the supple skin near her groin. His other hand lifted her shirt to reveal her stomach so he could continue his kisses downward. Micah had taken his time getting there, but he was soon going down on her like he had so many times before, working her with his tongue and sometimes his fingers, enjoying every minute of it until he got her off. Sliding her skirt back down as he straightened back up, he heard the shower turn off and bit his lip. Brushing her hair back as he looked at her, he grinned, loving how she looked after that. Kissing her neck once more, moving back to her lips, he groaned with an exaggerated, slightly amused frustration as he had to pull away, leaning his forehead against hers. “Kylee will be back out any second now,” he told her, opening his eyes to look into hers. His lips were kept close to her own though, he wanted to continue so much.

- - - - - - The sound of the bathroom door opening pulled him back and he lifted Aubrey up from the counter, setting her back on her feet before Kylee appeared. Grabbing the panties off the counter before Kylee could see, he shoved them in a pocket, laughing lightly as he did so. Stepping back from Aubrey, he turned around and leaned against the counter, being nonchalant as Kylee climbed onto one of the chairs at the island. “Nice job getting ready for bed,” he said with enthusiasm as he stepped over to the island, raising his hand to give her a high five, “And you did it without being told. I’m so proud of you. You ready for some ice cream?” She nodded eagerly before saying, “Yes, please.” Smiling, Micah got out a dish for each of them as well as spoons. After giving each bowl a few scoops, he put away the ice cream and set them all where there was seating at the island, one in front of Kylee. He couldn’t help but keep catching Aubrey’s eye and grinning, thinking how they’d been while Kylee had just been in the shower. Taking his seat on one side of his daughter, he had placed Aubrey’s dish on the other, knowing she’d want to sit next to both of them. “Why do you keep looking at each other like that?” she questioned, looking from one to the other as she took a bite of her ice cream, “You’re being weird.” Micah chuckled, smiling with amusement as he looked down to his ice cream to take another spoonful. “No reason,” he said unconvincingly, the smile on his face making him even less believable.

closed aubrey jarrett
status finished!
notes <3
words 1961
attire full

[aubrey jarrett.]

aubrey lailah.
-----I UNDRESS MY MIND AND DARE YOU TO FOLLOW .

Ever since she had been a little kid, Aubrey had always been a sweetheart. Her elder sister Amerie was always the riotous of the two and was a lot more spoiled but Aubrey was always a child who could take the backseat and just enjoy her surroundings. She was the kinder, and would offer her last cookie to someone else before greedily eating it and she was always polite. Well, perhaps not always, after all which kid didn’t have temper tantrums? Though, hers were usually over the fact that she wasn’t allowed to purchase the latest novel that she wanted or something. As a child, she had been quite the bookworm, still was, and an eager writer. She’d kept a diary of events since she was twelve years of age and she felt the need to document her day being scouted by a model agency. And although things did dramatically fall downhill after that, she kept it by her side in the most troublesome of times, but still remained the same sweet girl at heart, as demonstrated recently with Micah. It had been such a relief to tell him about her past, she’d thought it would be so difficult but actually – it was quite the opposite. They say when you find the one, your soul mate, you feel instantly compelled to open up to them and she did, and she knew she could trust him which was the sheer greatest thing about it. He’d responded to her so well in times of revelation, she often wondered when she’d wake up from this dream, because a guy like him – so perfect in a variety of ways – could ever be a fragment of reality, and not someone locked in her fantasies.

Although she didn’t feel happy with herself, there was no denying she was damn proud of the things she achieved. Not only did she battle an addiction to a ‘Class A’ substance, but she fought off bulimia and the lifestyle of a model on the wrong path entirely. She’d started off trying to inspire and ended up conforming to many vain girl’s opinions of a healthy lifestyle. That wasn’t the answer, she knew now. She didn’t need to lose any weight, and she didn’t need to look any better. If some people didn’t like that way she looked, well that was their problem and she could do nothing about it. Micah liked her the way she was, and she’d heard from him a plenty of times that she was perfect. Although, as happy as she was with her body now, she could never say she was perfect. There was her little birthmark below her right butt cheek and the scar on her foot and plenty of other places that were imperfect. But if she was perfect to him then that gave her heart a blossoming of happiness. The pair of them had learned pretty well to communicate through their eyes and long before today had their eyes confessed each other’s love. Like the days they’d open up to one another. Aubrey could sense there was things he was reluctant to tell anyone, let alone her, and she hoped that over time he could let go of any insecurities he had and let her know. If it was hard for her to take, it was hard, but she’d accept anything he’d done in the past just because she knew that Micah now, her Micah, was a man filled with love.

Australia had always been her land, that’s where she felt most at home and happy. But Micah had changed all of that. She liked Los Angeles, and was becoming increasingly sure that she wanted to stay. Her parents would be coming shortly for her nineteenth birthday, and staying for four weeks. If they liked it, they were considering emigrating themselves, and that was something Aubrey was quite hoping on. If her parents lived here, and with Amerie and her family planning to shortly she’d be happy as she’d ever been and with her so happy in love with Micah, she couldn’t ask for more. It had been such a relief when she’d bought her own apartment, it was only small but she’d been staying at various friends houses and Micah’s since leaving Blair Academy and the whole process had been tiresome. But she’d finally settled on something, it was modern and it was on one of the highest floors but the views over the city were amazing and she gathered a lot of inspiration for her writing. It was a little lonely watching the city on her balcony at night wrapped in her duvet on the balcony seat, and on a lot of occasions she’d closed her eyes and tried to picture those strong arms around her, keeping her warm. Aubrey was a person who was easily scared, the slightest noise could make her jump and after a couple of incidents when she was five years old she’d grown an irrational fear of storms after a tremendously awful one when she was young; and she completed great rituals to make sure her doors were locked, after her house was violently burgled. But with Micah, she felt safe. Her insomnia eased with him next to her, and she was able to experience a decent night of sleep.

It was hard not to say she’d been tempted by him this past year. When things had gotten heated in bed, or even if they’d just been lay there still, and she’d felt him growing in the downstairs department she’d just wanted to feel him inside her and that thought had driven her damn near stir crazy. There were only so many hand and blowjobs a girl could give before she wanted it somewhere else. Aubrey exuded sexual confidence when she was in certain outfits, underwear or naked. Many girls didn’t have that and body consciousness would take over, but not with her. She had no problem with people seeing her naked body and so she was even less bothered about Micah seeing it. She’d wandered around his place completely naked when she’d stayed there, obviously those were the days that Kylee had been staying at her friends houses, but even when Kylee was there she’d happily walk around in a robe with a bra and panties underneath, she’d just try to cover up as much as possible when the girl was there as not to completely mentally scar her. But it was true that Aubrey loved to tease him, and see Micah’s eyes examine every crevice of her body. Now she was pretty sure there wasn’t a part on her he hadn’t had his lips on. She knew he always felt terrible when she expressed her angriness at herself for being so easy, and that in itself made her feel terrible because she didn’t mean to set out to make him feel that way. She did reinforce her fact that she didn’t regret it though, and she’d been 100% impressed with his skills. And the break had made her get over it now. In fact, she sometimes wanted to throw the celibacy out the window and ravage him.


After being around Kylee, she’d enjoyed the delights and downers of being a parents and she had to say, she quite enjoyed it. She knew she was hardly a parent at the moment, and she was a long way off that but she adored Kylee. When the girl laughed, it was so contagious that Aubrey couldn’t help but laugh too. After their confession of love, she was placed onto the counter just as she heard the shower start up and she smiled mischievously at Micah, almost reading his thoughts. As much as she desperately wanted him to make love to her, there were two issues on her mind. Their first lovemaking session after telling one another should have been proper, in a bed, perhaps not slow and delicate but at least with a couple of candles and the curtains drawn, and the amount of noise she’d make – well, Kylee would have instantly hit the shower off and rushed to see what they were doing. She returned his kiss with matched passion, enjoying the feeling of his tongue with hers just as she always did. His hands on her body were pure ecstasy like every other time and yet the tingling on her skin never built up immunity. As he gripped her just beneath the knee she hiked her foot around his upper leg and shook her hair behind her shoulders, one hand behind her propping her slender body up and the other still on his head. His hands lingered on her breast before accompanying the other on the leg, letting her foot fall from around him. Just about the time he pushed her skirt up, his kisses trailed down to her neck, she emit a soft ‘mm’ sound and she opened her legs His kisses trailed over her body and soon enough, both of her hands were firmly gripped behind her, as Micah expertly went down on Aubrey. She moaned gently and sighed softly, letting him slip her skirt down. She heard the shower stop and groaned, not wanting to stop. He kissed her neck and lips once more and she kissed back in a daze, with a smile on her face. “I hate you.” She laughed gently, referring to the fact that he worked her up that way and now they had to stop. “And you’ll pay for that.” She kissed him once more quickly, “God, I love you.” She murmured, giggling at the fact she’d only just told him she hated him. Of course, she could never hate him. Not ever.

When he lifted her down from the surface, she had to make sure her legs wouldn’t buckle underneath her. She widened her eyes and her jaw dropped as her shoved her panties into his pocket, but she too laughed, just as Kylee bounced in. Aubrey took a minute to take a breath, and compose herself before strutting over to the island with the other two of them. Micah scooped some ice cream. She kept glancing at Micah, lust in her eyes. She felt bad for thinking it but she really wanted Kylee to go to bed so she could get her hands on her man. She couldn’t wait for him anymore, she needed to make sweet love to him. She took a bite of her ice cream, looking over to Micah and holding back from laughing. Kylee’s voice was heard and Aubrey looked at her. ”It’s nothing.” She said with a smile, at the exact same time as Micah spoke. They continued with their ice cream, Kylee looked at them both seemingly trying to figure them out, but she doubted her young mind could ever picture what they’d been doing and where her fathers tongue and fingers had just been. She looked away at the thought, knowing she was making it obvious to Micah she was thinking about him. She pushed her empty bowl in front of her, and so did Kylee, as Micah took away their bowls her eyes immediately widened when she saw the material of her panties emerging from his pocket, she looked at Kylee who had already began talking. ‘What do you have in your pocket? Are they girl pants?’ She asked. Aubrey sat in horror as Kylee looked directly at the underwear poking from Micah's pocket.

-----CLOSED . micah jaeger.
-----STATUS . finished.
-----ATTIRE . click.
-----WORDS . 1959.
-----NOTES . she wants her micah, now.

[micah jaeger]

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