Post by ellie gibson on Aug 6, 2008 8:26:55 GMT -5
*no other course, no other way, no day but today
[/size]Cause I'm comin' home,
I'm comin' home,
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hello, the name's, Ellie Calgarie Gibson
but people tend to call me, Ellie, Ell
I turned , twenty
on , aug 1
so that means I've been ( attending / living ), resident
when the days over i like me some , dudes
[/color][/font][/size]I've seen a palace in London,
I've seen a castle in Wales,
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well, my hair is, long, brown, curly
and I love my eyes, they're, blue/green
and my skin colors this really cool, kinda tan, not white
mainly because I'm , italian
I measure up to , 5'7"
no Seattle Sutton's for me ! the scale says , 110
but it's kind of cool that I have , scar on her forhead.
and my style blows yours away , she grew up poorer so she never really had the most expensive clothes or designer things, but she managed and she knows to make things work.
so over - all ,
HAIR, Ellie's hair is long, brown and gorgeous. She has always had long curly hair, and nothing has changed that. Even when she would pray at night when she was a kid for cute straight hair like all the popular girls she never got it, and now she doesnt really care. Her hair is a carmel brown color and is just beautiful. She doesnt really dye her hair different colors but she will highlight it alittle bit but thats about it. She doesnt see why people like to dye their hair when really everyone will know if they are a natural blond, or if they dyed their hair blond and are really brunette, it isnt that hard to realise a persons real hair color. Ellie has never really cut her hair to short. She likes how long her hair is because she has always been able to put it up in a ponytail or a bun. She isnt always to fond of her curly hair, but she deals with it. She really does love how wavey it is and she accepts the fact that she will never have straight hair, even if she straightens it. If she straightens her hair it just looks worse than it did before because its all frizzy and gross which she hates. Her hair is usually pulled back into a bun or a ponytail becaue Noel likes to play with her hair.
FACE, if you asked Ellie about her face she would just look at you funny and then leave. Really she thinks her face its kinda funny. Her nose is to big and to skinny, her lips are kinda funny, and her chin is all flat and stuff. So really her face is where all the insecurities are. She always talks about how she hates her nose, or how her chin is funny looking. Most people dont think these things of her, she is the only one that is this hard on herself. Her nose has always been the problem area though. She thinks it is to long and to skinny therefor it is funny looking and shouldnt be there. Other than her nose she likes her face for the most part. Her eyes are soft bluegreen and beautiful. They are very friendly and draw people in, they are soft and happy and she pretty much hides behind them. She never had to wear glasses or contacts and that she is happy about. She has good vision, and she loves the fact that she never had to wear glasses or contacts like her parents.
BODY, Ellie has always been a rather petiete girl. She has always been short and skinny, nothing more nothing less. She only stands at about 5'7" and weighs no more than 110 lbs. She was always the shortest one in her class. She got made fun of for being short and was called shrip and shortie but she really didnt care, she liked being short. Because she was short she never had to bend down to kiss a guy and most guys would always be taller than her because when she got her growth spurt so did they. Ellie's freshman year she went from being 5'2" to being 5'5" and then over the next year and a half she shot up two more intches. It was a big growth spurt for her even if nobody else really noticed it. She didnt mind being really short, but she loved just being kinda short. Being right in the middle was nice and Ellie liked it. Ellie has never struggled with her weight. She has always been confident about her weight and how much she weighs. When she was pregnant she was selfconcious and hated how she looked but after she lost all the baby fat everything was okay again. She only weighs 110 lbs but she eats like crazy.
but people say I look like , mona johannesson.
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[/size]but I'd rather wake up beside you
and breathe that ol' familiar smell,
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[/i][/size][/color] because, i look for the worst in people
I love,
food, guys, london, pasta, pasteries, her son, laughing, being happy, falling in love, talking to people, having fun, making friends, meeting new people, music, playing piano, singing, her family, friends, noel being happy, candy, hot chocolate, scary movies, sex, holidays, being with her family, family vactions, magazines, oreos, peanutbutter, chocolate milk, baking, cooking, cookies, cake, her brothers and sisters, blaise.
but I really despise,
stuck up people, people who think they are better than everyone else because they have money, extremely opptomistic people, blaise, noel crying, noel being sick, drugs, smoking, fires, alcohol, driving, car accidents, judgemental people, losing loved ones, dieing, crying, blood, strawberry milk, gum, beer, partying.
I personally think I'm pretty good at, faking a smile, cooking, baking
though I should really work on , noel, cute guys, food
people tend to tell me I'm ,
shy[/font] because, it takes me time to warm up to people sometimes
motherly[/font] because, even before i had my son ive always been the motherly type. [/ul][/font]
but basically, I'm ,
PESSAMIST
Ellie is a very unhappy and very pessamistic person. She always trys to find something bad in someone so when they fuck her over she doesnt care as much about it. She always finds the worst things in everything. When she was younger and she was in a bad mood she would find out something bad about whatever they were doing just to ruin everything. She was always dark and unhappy, and all of her drawings are dark and unhappy. She would rather wear black clothing that bright bold clothing. To people she doesnt know she comes off as a person who always finds the worst in everything no matter how happy or sad she is, or how good or bad her day is. She trys to not find the worst in things but she is always thinking to herself about hwo something could happen or about how bad something is.
SECRETIVE
Ellie has always been one to keep to herself. She never really liked to tell people about her family or what was going on with her family. Ellie was always the on to make up lies for why her father couldnt show up for work or why she and her siblings had bruises sometimes. She ended up becoming very good at lieing, and very secretive because of both of these things. When things would get bad at home she would lie so that someone would take over work at the bakery or so that her siblings wouldnt have to go to school. When she got pregnant with Noel she got even more secretive. She didnt tell people she was pregnant for awhile and then when she did tell people she still hid it from some. She has always been secretive with her feelings about other people and how she feels about things. She would rather put on a fake smile and lie about something than tell people the truth about something bad.
SHY
ELlie has always been the shyer one. When her family would be out and about and her brothers and sister would just go up and talk to people when they saw them Ellie wouldnt. It took her sometime to warm up to people and to get to know them. She almost hides behind this because she is afraid of getting hurt. She is afraid people will judge her or her past and make it clear that she isnt someone they want to be around or be friends with. She isnt always shy though. Once you get to know Ellie you do find out that she is very talkative and out there. Once she knows you the shyness goes away and she isnt afraid to just start talking and tell you how she feels. But when something comes up that she doesnt want to talk about, or isnt something she likes she retreats back into her shell and hides behind her shyness again.
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[/size]I never thought you could leave me,
I figured I was the one ,
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I came from, london.
well my father .. ,
coming in at , desceased, would be 53
he supported us by , n/a
all in all, he's pretty , he was an alcoholic and an asshole. he never really realised how he hurt our family with how much he drank and how he was abusive. he is still my father though so i love him alittle bit, but ill never forget how he hurt our family.[/ul]
onto my mother ,
coming in at , desceased, would be 50
she helped too, by , former bakery owner
in the end she's quite , my mother was my rolemodel and the most amazing women i know. she loved my father even though he was an alcoholic, and always tried to help him get better. she was very caring and nice. she taught me how to bake and cook and gave me her love of baking.[/ul]
and then they had kids ,
then it was time for my own ,
and my one and only pet(s) , n/a
the love life ,
At one point Ellie was a whore. She would sleep with pretty much anyone with a dick. She didnt exactly believe in love and she didnt care about it either. She did end up falling for one guy though, Blaise Romano. They hooked up, she got pregnant and had his baby. Even though she would never admit to it he's the one guy who she wouldnt mind spending the rest of her life with, but she would never tell a soul.
& the good and the bad,
Jethro Gibson was a cute young guy from London with a passion for the arts. He loved to draw and he loved to play piano, those were his two favorite things to do. He lived in a small little loft in London with his girlfriend Norah Lucini. Norah was a sweet girl, with a big heart. She was friends with pretty much everybody and she had a passion for cooking. Baking in particuler. Jethro had been her bestfriend since middle school and they had been dating since their freshman year in high school. They seemed to be the perfect couple and when people asked why the didnt get married they would say 'because getting married is just getting a piece of paper saying that we are married and have the same last name, we dont need that to love each other' Everyone understood what they meant, but still thought they should get married. Jethro didnt think they should get married, but after hearing everyone talk about how perfect they were together and how they should get married sometime it made Norah want to get married to him. They were both already in their late twenties so it wasnt like they were to young to be married, so after Norah told him she wanted to get married they did. Even though Jethro wasnt exactly sure it was what he wanted he married her anyways and fell even more inlove with her, but he also fell in love with alcohol.
Jethro didnt want kids really, but Norah really wanted them. They decided they woudl wait awhile until they both had steady jobs to think about having children though. Norah opened a cute little bakery that made enough money to pay for rent and all the other bills, and Jethro worked at the local bar and made enough money to buy booze and food for on the table. So they werent really stable, but they were getting older and Norah wanted kids more than anything. At the age of 30 Norah became pregnant with their first child. Jethro wasnt exactly sure what to think because he was 33 and even though Norah wanted kids he wasnt ready for kids. He was really starting to drink and things just werent going well. He knew there was nothing he could do to get his wife to not want kids, so he put up with the fact that she wanted more than one. Because she was pregnant Norah couldnt work as many hours at the bakery and even though she did own it and could give herself however much she wanted she had to pay the workers more for working extra while she was pregnant. So everyday things got harder for Jethro and Norah. Jethro started drinking more and since he worked at the bar he didnt really have to spend more money on alcohol, but he didnt go to work all the time and was getting payed less. So while Norah was pregnant and couldnt work as much Jethro really got into drinking and didnt really go to work, so the Gibsons went from kinda stable to kinda not stable.
On August 1 a beautiful baby girl was born to Jethro and Norah Gibson. She was healthy and gorgeous and anyone who saw her loved her. She looked alot like Norah but also alot like Jethro. She was like both of her parents in ways and she was unique in her own ways too. She was an adorable baby, but she was also a very very fussy baby. She cried alot, and she would wail when she wasnt being payed attention to. She was a very attention seeking and loud baby but she grew out of both of these. Ellie was the Gibsons first but not last child. When Ellie was 2 Carlisle came along. She wasnt to fond of him because he started to get alot of the attention and at the age of two she was still very attention seeking and demanded everyone elses attention. Just when she started to like the idea of having one new baby in the house along came Jasper, she was three when she was born and even though she wasnt really an attention hog anymore she still didnt like him. At the age of four she got another baby, but this time it was a girl and she was happy. She liked having alittle sister, and she pretty much avoided the boys. SHe wanted to be around Delilah all the time, she wanted to hold her and she wanted to play house with her. She wasnt very happy when she was told she couldnt play with Delilah because she was to young.
When Ellie was young her mom would take her to the bakery with her and let her help make the pastries and the breads and stuff. Ellie really enjoyed all of this and when she was really young she decided that she loved baking more than anything in the world. Baking was her life. She would go to her moms bakery with her whenever she could, and when she wasnt at the bakery she was at home making things or playing in the mudd and pretending to make mudd pies. She loved baking and nothing was going to change her mind on it. The bakery was the one thing that really brought the money in and since Norah already had the four children she wanted they wouldnt have to worry about her being pregnant again and having to take time off because of it. Norah worked her butt off to support the family while Jethro really did nothing. He was fired from hsi job at the bar because he quit coming in to work and he would steal alcohol when he did come into work. Pretty sad if you ask me. Even though Ellie wasnt much older than her siblings she watched them while her mom had to work and her dad was out. She took care of them and didnt care that she didnt get to play with her friends or really have a life.
When Ellie was eight her dad started to get abusive towards her and her siblings. At first he would only hit them when he was drunk and it wasnt that bad. He would shove them alittle or hold onto them alittle too tight. So atfirst it wasnt bad. But the more he drank the worse it got. He would hit them and slap them and he would try to burn them with cigarette butts. Norah was working so many hours to make sure there was food on the table and that the bills were payed that she really didnt even notice what was going on. Ellie had to start lying about why her and her siblings would have bruises somedays and when her dad actually had a job she would have to lie about why he wasnt coming into work that day, usually he wouldnt go in because he was to hungover to even sit up but Ellie made excuses and she lied for him. Why she did it she doesnt exactly know but she did. Deep down she really did love her dad, even though he was abusive.
Even though she saw what the alcohol did to her father she still decided she would drink. She got into partying, and the drinking came right along with it. She just promised herself that she would never end up like her dad, and she would never hit anyone. Even though she made this promise she would never be sure if she coudl keep it, but she would try her hardest to never get as bad as her father was and if Carlisle, Jasper, or Delilah started drinking she wouldnt let them get as deep as her father either. When she was seventeen she met Blaise Romano. He was a cute and sweet Italian boy who she ended up getting to know while he was in London. They partied everynight while he was in London and then on his last day in London they ended up hooking up. It wasnt like Ellie was a virgin or anything so it didnt really matter to her that they hooked up, it wasnt a big deal. He left, and they promised to stay in touch. Almost a month after he had left she found out she was pregnant with his baby. She was only seventeen yearsold, her dad was getting worse with his drinking, and there never seemed to be enough money to keep food on the table and pay the bills, how they managed was an unknown fact to Ellie and the rest of the kids. How Ellie was going to have this baby and be able to keep it was something Ellie wasnt sure about, how she would do it she didnt know.
On May 3 Ellie gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. He was healthy, adorable and looked just like his father. Blaise ! He was the answer to her problems. She wasnt sure how she would be able to take care of the baby when there was barley enough money to take care of her already big family. She got back in touch with him and when he came down she was happy but also afraid of what he woudl think. She didnt want to succer him into paying for her and the baby, she just wanted him to be there. Well he left, but he decided to pay for her and the baby. Taking care of the baby wasnt the hard part now, it was how she was going to take care of the baby, finish her senior year of highschool and make sure that nothing happened to her siblings. How she would do it she wasnt sure but she was going to do it.
Two weeks before Ellie's highschool graduation her father drank himself to death. How anyone saw his death Ellie wasnt sure. She wasnt even sure how she felt about his death, she was happy that he was gone and couldnt hurt her or her siblings anymore but she was also sad that he was gone because he really was her father and she loved him even if he had hurt her. So Ellie graduated from high school, but she had no intentions of going to college. She would have, but she wanted to take care of her son and she had to help with her brothers and sister too because her mom was sick. A couple months after her nineth birthday her mom died of breast cancer. It was really hard for her to lose her mom, because her mom was her bestfriend. They sold the bakery and tryed to get things back to normal. Ellie made sure everyone got to school and she made sure there was always food on the table. If losing her mom and dad wasnt bad enough Delilah's car was hit by a drunk driver on her way home from one of her friends and after being in coma for two weeks she died. After that Ellie stopped drinking, she stopped partying and Noel was the only thing that really mattered in her life. Blaise had stopped coming to see them but he still gave the money, even though they needed the money it was almost hard to accept because he was out of their lives and now all that was left was his money which well she really didnt want but she took it anyways. Ellie recently picked up and moved her and Noel from London to LA.
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[/size]but I understand your sadness so
I guess I should just hold my tongue ,
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[/size] hello, I'm abby[/color]. I play character name here[/color] and his/her playmates, lyla, sapahara, elliot[/color]. I myself have seen fourteen[/color]summers and I plan to see a lot more, living the good life up in central[/color]. I've been in this part of town for three years[/color], so I know the area pretty well. oh! and did I mention that barney[/color] told me about this island resort? he/she's a gorgeous thing. stalk me? well, my aim is blah[/color], my msn's bleh[/color], and my email's you can ask[/color], . but, of course, you can always PM me. au revior !"[/size]
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look at saphara mccartney.
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